♥ Heartbreak Hotel @ Street 69, Emperor's Avenue

Time to say goodbye

2006-12-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

Moved.
Relink please, everyone?

Goodbye 2006, I had my ups & downs with you & you were great. You're a red-letter, yearful of memories & they're kept safely in my heart.
Hello 2007, I welcomed you with all my heart & I hope you're gonna be a better year than 2006 was (:

Goodbye midwestloveaffair-, I'd miss you. You're a blogful of memories held close to my heart. You were perfect, definitely. You were there when I needed to rant, you went through with me & my ups & downs. Thank you for the past year, very much.

I'd still visit this place when I'm in that reminising mood.

Aw I hate to say goodbye.

Take off that silver dress & expose your naked heart

2006-12-30T10:33:00.000+08:00

Jo Haha I didn't know what was your url then! K anyway it was all a misunderstanding (: Haha maybe you wanna add me on MSN? We can talk there if you wanna (:
April I paid $296.10 for it (: Thanks a lot babes.
Rena Thanks babes (:
Graceyeoh I finally told you about it last night. I'm so sorry to disturb you in the night all the time okay! But anyhoos, thanks for everything Grace (: (: (: I'm waiting for your mail babes. Quickquick! :D
Connie Yeh relinked (:
Alethia I am so pissed la k.
Jyi Definitely! Very shocked okay. You got my address from Rena, did you?
Mary Haha I love it so much. I'm really red now. Red bag, red watch, red iPod. :D
Michelle Say yay! :D
Lycia But I'm really tired of it :/ I don't know if I should. Ahhhh. Haha pictures below! :D
Cecilia Hello back to ya! (:
WenLin WHY DIDN'T YOU GO MAN! You should've went la k. Anyway what were you suppose to do in the show anyway?

Thanks for commenting.
(:

You always said I had a hard time saying what's on my mind.
Well, here it goes: I hate you for what you've done to me.
Thanks a lot Qiaos <33

Uploading the pictures that day at VCH into Photobucket now. The net's better, I guess? Was slow yesterday but it isn't that bad now. At least it's uploading the pictures! At least I have photos to upload in here :/

I was fucking praying so bad that who we guessed about was wrong, that it wasn't you. I feel so sorry for myself now. I should thank you for whatever you've done but I can't be thankful at the moment. I should really go think about it. You cared, I know you did. I'm ultra disappointed, somehow. Being - for the silliest thing ever. For whatever that you've done, you shown no remorse. Well, maybe you did but you didn't wanna portray it. Sigh. I guess we both need to think about it. What you did & said made me lost her, totally. How can I be thankful?

I'd of been there as you were through horror & hardship
My life & my love are pledged to you.
Long entry ahead babies.

First! VCH's photos (:

Before the show (:

Dad :D

He was telling her that he wants to take a photo with her & her autograph. Hahah

Make up time!

Val was helping out!

Aunt Alice's friend & Aunt Sally(Oh I love her to bits)

So cute.

So cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee

Act camera shy.

Mirror

Aw baby why you so cute

Look @ Pearlyn

She & her actions

Why her mom.. don't want her? ):

Captions another time, dad screaming! -runs
I'm really sorry if you actually find it so ~~fucking~~ boring but I really love the show, love the operaaaa (: Very cheena, very 'old', I know! Pearlyn is so cute. Quick say that she is! Quick tell me quick!

Went to the zac-ooh-ohh on Thursday! :D With Aunty Ferline, Cherilyn, Aunty Shirley, Gran, Mom, Zel & I. Took 159 from the interchange, alighted at AMK & met the rest. Took 138 & off to Mandai! :D It rained halfway through when we were at the children's area ): So we didn't spend much time there after that. Tigers, lions, leopards & jaguars was the last few we saw while walking back to the entrace. Bought stuff at the store & called for two cabs & went to Causeway Point!

Not much photos though. Cam dead on me before we even started to look at orang utan ):

Went to Causeway Point. Ate at the food court. I haven't been there for a really long time man. & I was damn scared if I'd - there. :/ Walked around, & took 161 back home. Helped Aunt Shirley to get a cab & she went home with Jermaine (: Walked back home, used the com for awhile & went for dinner with all the opera people. Photos are with Allan ): I didn't bring the cam 'cos no battery. I'll put up the pictures once he pass the cd to me. :D

Met Qiaos for a movie on Friday (: Went over to Lido & all. Got approached by the iModels people again :/ I think I saw Pei Zi! Texted her but she didn't reply. We watched Charlotte's Web! Greatttttt show, really. Should watch if y'all hadn't (: I love Wilbur. Go watch go watch go watch. I teared twice & cried twice. Ahhhh such a nice show. Qiaos didn't wanna watch it at first but I was whining like fuck then she finally agreed :D

So after the movie, we walked over to Far East to look for Qiaos' school shoes. Walked around & bought earstuds again :D Haha. Took a train back at around 5plus, camwhored & ta-dah!

Q Why you always like to take me messaging?
G Huh I don't know. Got always meh!?

She alighted at Serangoon to take a bus to meet Shyan at Gardens. Went home, showered & went for dindin. Sent Gran back to our place first 'cos we need to go down to the hospital to visit Godpa. When we got there, Aunt Jo, Aunt Doris, Aunt Alice, Uncle, Laojie, Sally, Rhys & Jason, all were there with Godma sitting by the bedside. He looked a lot better (: I'm relieved. Sally gave me a hundred buckeroos! :D Yayness. Some of them left while Godma, Aunt Jo, Aunt Doris, Laojie& us stayed & went for supper after that @ Mac's (:

Today! Aunt Jo came to pick Zel & I for lunch. Had Crystal Jade's @ PS! :D Then ice-cream @ Swensen's after that :D Yummmmeh. Went to the bank &amp;amp;amp;amp; all, took a train to Clake Quay & met Mom & Dad @ Funan. I finally got my laptop! :D Yayness! I'm using the computer now, Zel's using the laptop. Heh heh 'cos there's no internet there yet :D Monday monday! After that, we went to Swensen's(again -.-) for dinner but I had nothing. Not hungry. K come to talk about it, I'm rather hungry now. :/

And here is my sexy red iPod (:

This is what my mom does whenever she is free. -.-

She snatches the com okay, & she always win. Always!

Whoa it's long. :/

Truth Is played & I.. -shrugs

(Truth is) I never got over you I still love you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes With you
(Truth is) and when it's all said and done, ~~guess~~ I'm still In love with you No 'guess', I definitely am.

I'm going to sleep now. It's 1120pm.

I know you're hoping that I'd call. But I'm sorry. You should've known it better that I won't. I've learnt to live my life on my own, independently. I've learn. I need to. I don't wanna depend on you too much. & thanks for your concern, I am fine. If you would wanna do me a favour, stop texting my friend. Thank you very much, your help is much appreciated. Anything you wanna say, everything to me. I hope you'd find someone else better soon. Much love.

Curse of the Golden Flower with Mom & Dad tmr (: (: (: I pray for no bad mood, no quarrels, no unhappines. God please, I've been wanting to catch a movie with my folks for ages! God please god, small requeast!

Long entry uh?
Nights!(:

Times were tough but memories remain.
<3.

I'll purse my lips to blow kisses goodbye

2006-12-27T22:43:00.000+08:00

April Nope, I didn't. I wanted to but if I do, then I'll have to order it & I'll have to pay more. I got it from my mom's friend who is working in Apple & he can get it for me at a staff's price (: Anyway I just got it today! :D Oh plus! Mom was saying that if I don't want it anymore, I can sell it. With my name engraved, I can't possibly sell it right? Haha.
Mary Haha yeap, thanks! You too! :D
Jyi I received your card hons, thanks a lot. Was a bigggggg surprise! Hahaha. Relinked!
Pert Merry Christmas, take care (: Thanks anyway!
Jo Haha omg I am so so so sorry! ): I thought you were Jo 'cos Jo tag as JO as well! Hahah omgggg I am so sorry okay!
Graceyeoh Really la! Aiyo hahaa. Fuck man, if only you stay one street away or, next block(even better).

Thanks for commenting
(:

They say sometimes you need some time apart,
But I've got a bad case of broken heart.
And you're the only one that's got the cure.
And I can't live another day without seeing you smile.

I feel like changing email. But I'll have to go through the hassle to add everyone again & some people might not add me in, thinking I'm some asshole. Plus, I have to go to all the stupid accounts I've signed up for like, Photobucket, Friendster, Blogger, Youtube, Singtel & etc. to change my email so they don't send emails to my old account & all. Damn troublesome, tsk. And I don't know what to change to.

The net is goddamn slow & it's killing me.

Cramps are killing as well.

I had a tiring night yesterday. But it was really fun (: I'm kinda down now(read below), & I'd love to let the pictures do the talking BUT the net is really slow due to the earthquake in Taiwan.

Called Best just now. She's finally back in action & I can call her as & when I like it now :D Berry happy. But I don't quite like what I heard from Best. I'm fine, I'm good. Not gonna let it affect me, I'm not gonna show her that side of me. Well, there's nothing much to show ay?

You weren't there when I needed you, when I was fucking there when you rang in the middle of the night, in the midst of my deep, very-much-wanted sleep. I didn't mind keeping you accompanying until you feel tired. I didn't mind spending time with you, listening to you. I didn't mind if I missed the whole night of sleep just to accompany you, to make you feel better & doze off in lessons the next day at school. I didn't mind if you break my heart again & again with your choices, your words, the way you treated me. I didn't mind at all. But this was what I deserve.

Woke up with a good news (: My sexy red iPod is here! :D Hahah yayness! I've got photos of it. Mom asked Dad to picked it up for me & send her friend back home 'cos he isn't driving tday & he has a iMac comp to bring home. I was screaming when I knew he could get a iMac comp for us. Zel went for tuition in the morning. Mom & Gran went for their dental appointment. Gran came back after that, while I walked over to meet Mom. Gran had her tooth extracted. Gee I can still feel the tingling hweeling. I hate hearing that. Just.. damn comfy ): Took a bus down to school & got my two books changed. The bookshop auntie got two sets of B books for me, for Chinese. After that, took 136 down to Zel's school & got her school blouse. Dad came to pick us! :D :D :D Heh I love the iPod. So pretty! Went over to the coffee shop to have lunch (: Didn't finish my food, again. :/ Tranferred the money to mom's friend. Bought my magazines & newspaper for Dad. I'm broke luh k. :( Dad drove us home & he went back to work.

Got home, charged the iPod & did my stuff. Zel came home, making a lot of noise. She did one page of the scrapbook though :/ Mom played the com for like 5 hours! Hahaha. I packed my schoolbag for school already (: Hahah I love my bag k (: Talked to mom about some family issues & sigh, it's sad to know that we're behaving like one but actually, we aren't one at all. It's okay if you don't understand (: Filled up my address book already! Very contented (:

I'll put up the pictures tmr, I guess. firefox can't even load up Photobucket's page :/ Ugh this is so damn annoying luh okay. Dad ordered Mac's for us. Yayness! Fries, finally! :D

You're fucking making me think if everything that you ever said to me was true. I fucking wish I didn't lend you a hand when you needed help. I didn't know this was what I deserve from all the shits I've gone through to help you. Thanks fucker, very much appreciated & I guess I don't need you in my life anymore, after all. Thank you & good-a-bye.

Grace, I wished you were here when Best told me about _. ):

I am so not gonna cry. I am holding back the fucking tears.

Make me a tape of my favorite songs.
<3.

I miss you most on sundays

2006-12-26T17:26:00.000+08:00

April Yeap, received! Thanks babes. ;)
Yifang Who is which person?
Prunella Yeh I'm fine already, don't worry yeap (: (: (:
Shuhui Yeap thanks, I'm better now (:
Jo Uh I don't get it! So are you Saggi or Scorpio? Huh I don't know! Haha I always go BLAHBLAH sexy! Hahah it's a habit already. No other intentions or whatever k! Hahahahaha. K you might be thinking I'm some pervert. -.- Love you anyway Jo, for being so lovely, wanting to go zac-ooh-ohh with me :D
Graceyeoh Parents issue (: I'm fine now. Worry not k! :D I love you supaaaa much Grace. I think I can never have a friend like you again.
Jovenelim I miss you leh pok! Hahaha what's your new url? :D

Thanks for commenting!
(:

K I still went for the rehearsal. People keep calling me & I wanted to see Pearlyn in her opera costume (: Well, in other words, I didn't wanna upset anyone :/ & HA HA I didn't jump to my death if you're expecting me to. Sorry haters, I'm still alive. :D

So I got ready after playing Zuma on the comp. I kept ranting to my maid that I dread going & all. Grr.. Left after that. Took a train down to City Hall. So effin' pissed.

Now you'll know why. K I'm gonna explain just in case you don't understand. I got out of City Hall, called Zel & she said she's still in Vivo, cannot come over to pick me. So okay, I called Sally, telling her that it's drizzling & I can't go over. She asked me to get a brolly & go over. By the time I got out of Raffles City, it fucking stopped raining -.- So I walked over to Sg Recreation Club, whatever for? I don't know. I really don't know. Called Sally again, & walked back to St Andrew's Church, past the high court & all. Called her again, & she came out to find me. Goddamn Jesus Christ! I was like Shitshitshit I wanna call Qiaolin nownownow. She would probably laugh at me but I don't really care 'cos I'm a total direction-idiot. K I really am. & by the way, I was supposed to alight at Raffles Place & not City Hall. Argh !!

When I got there, Pearlyn was having her make-up done by her make-up aritste. Berry kute ;) Val, Allan, Aunt Alice, Auntie Sally, Alex. Mom, Dad & Zel came after awhile. Everyone was there, encircling the both of them. Pearlyn got a stern look on her face when she was having her make-up done. She got lipstick on & when I call to her, she just merely waved at me. Haha. After that, some auntie(from the troupe as well) came & asked Val to dress her up, tie up hair as they want to get her photographs taken & all. So they chingchingchiongchiong & off she go.

After that, Allan, Val, Alex & I went over to the opposite restaurant, Viet Lang(A Vietnamese restaurant) for dindin! :D Had Cinderella, some drink. The rest ate, I didn't. Shared the fried rice with Alex & she happily gave me all the prawns -.- She's allergic! Haha. Went back to VCH & watched the show. They were trying to tape down the whole thing, perfectly. Gosh I really dislike that teacher! He's from China & so his dialect sounds a little different from ours but it's the same. The chinese acents is there & all. He kept Ting ting ting! (ask to stop/ cut) which is so damn annoying! Scene 7 is the last scene & that's when Pearlyn appears (: OOH-AM-GEE OHHMAHGAWD SHE IS SO CUTE.

Anyhoos, the pictures! I'll probably snap proper ones today with a proper camera. I'm so sorry!

Pearlyn!
Can you see her!! OMG
Omg damn cute damn cute damn cute
She is my niece, mine mine mine
In the show, the one in blue's her dad.
Omg Pearlyn! The one in brown is the servant & the one in white is her mom.
Her dad was very touched to see his three-year-old kid.

Read the newspaper! :D They are inside along with this auntie (:

(Ah peck auntie as the main lead grieving over his wife)
Sexy treees.

Val actually fell asleep! HOW COULD YOU!
The bride! I wanna dress like her leh but aunt say Your head ah! ): Tsk

The show is nice (: Today & tmr only.

Actually it's about this two brothers, one of them(the one in blue) Wen Xue is kinda 'wanted'. He ran away then asked the servent(in green in the last second picture) to help him. But instead of helping, he actually betrayed Wen Xue to save himself. (Selfish pig) He became the king(sort of)'s servent, something like that. SoWen Xue was caught. The king's servent told Song Ren(Wen Xue's sworn brother) if Wen Xue's wife Xiong Ying agree to marry the king, they would let Wen Xue go after three years & Song Ren would become a soldier(something like that la). Song Ren didn't know what to do. And in two thours' time, he have to come to a decision as the king would come & bring the wife & all. So Song Ren tricked his wife to see if she is greedy about the position & all. They argued, blahblahblah. Then the wife decided that she would take her sister(Xiong Ying)'s place. Xiong Ying overheard their arguement & Xiong Ying tried to stop her sister, still her sister got the wedding dress & everything. When her sister got to the palace, she killed the king's servent. she tried to kill the king but didn't, so she commited suicide in front of Song Ren. He became the soldier so he's there & all. After three years, Wen Xue was out. He went to visit Xiong Ying's sister's grave, thinking it's Xiong Ying. Song Ren came & Wen Xue fought with him, for summoning Xiong Ying to the king. Song Ren explained the whole situation & told him that their three-year-old kid is with his wife, in their hometown. (This is where Pearlyn appears, hohoho) K then Xiong Ying came out, told Wen Xue he wronged Song Ren & all. Wen Xue was so touched by his brother & his wife's doing. All of them came round & hugged each other.

I'm sorry k, I know my english very kiam chai 'cos I'm rushingggggggggggggggggg. Needa go down to VCH already ): ): & I'm not dressed yet!

You wanna know the story ah? Come & watch! :D There's a ticket for 10 bucks (:

For the Leos. (:
The Bottom Line
Slow down the pace and think. It's a good day to do any research you need to do.
In Detail
This month's most active phase is finally coming to a close, and you should be ready to slow down the pace and crawl into your own head for a while. This isn't necessarily a time for deep self-examination. But it's a very good day to do any research you need to do. Complicated charts, abstruse facts and myriad details will all make sense to you instantly. And if you listen to your instincts while you're making your decisions, you are sure to make wise ones.

I finally got my schoolbooks (: & I cleared the shelves, the stack of testpapers & more testpapers (: I feel like I'm such a good girl though no one has yet to notice the space. :/

I'll tell you what I got for Christmas! Pictures another day. :D Heh I got a piglet cushion & a small Happy House bag from Shufennnn, a Prints personalized notebook from Laojie, a Scrapbooking for Beginners book & a Forever Friends notebook from Sally, a Happy House addressbook from mummy(it was just a passing comment that day when I walked pass her & said I need a proper address book, not brackbrack* one. Aiyo), 7 keychains & Parker pen from Godma Vivian, a big Doraemon cup(same as Laojie!) from the gift exchange thingy we had on Sunday. :D Not as much though ): But ohwells, contented (: (: (:

*brack = black. haha

OH & thanks Veron for helping me with the clearing (: Haha she's getting some books from me!
OH OH & Mummy ordered the red iPod for me alreadyyyyyyyyyy :) It'll b shipped in in another 24hours' time (: (: (: This is happiness + love + joy.

It's a beating heart I made for you.
<3.

All I want for Christmas is you

2006-12-25T16:40:00.000+08:00

Cam I love it okay, I've browsed through it before & all (: Ahhhhh ultimate loveeeeee
Grace I know! My Sister's Keeper is also nice, have you read that? Nah it's okay (: I was wondering why didn't you tag & all, then I thought you might be at your dad's place & all (: Thanks! Didn't really thought that anyone would like it. Merry christmas to you too babes! Love yoooou much!
April Is that book nice? Actually most of her books are fab! Haaha Merry Christmas to you April love (:
Yifang K you're starting to sound like someone I hate to the max. You hardly tag so I thought you don't read at all, haha.
Jyi Which? PS. I Love You? It's fabbbbbbbb :)
Jo Relinked! Merry Christmas sexyyyy :) Oh Friendster! Hahah. You were expecting something else than Friendster's horoscope right, hahaha.
Chesna Merry Christmas to you too babes!
Rena Merry Christmas to you!
Laura Merry Christmassssss (:

Thanks for commenting
(:

Thanks Jace, Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas to one & all! :D

Most of you should have received my Christmas cards :) I was rushing for time so I didn't make handmade ones for everyone. I really wanna get everyone the handmade one but I didn't have the time to make for everyone. So the very last minute thing, I got cards & just wrote some greetings & sent them all out. Sorry guys, really sorry! This Vday or CNY okay? I'll try my very best to get everyone a handmade one :) I'm not biased :D

0415pm
I spent the past four hours crying my eyes out, thinking if what I just did was wrong in any way. My eyes hurt now, very badly & I can barely open my eyes. I didn't wanna spend Christmas like this, I didn't wanna make Christmas like this for you. I'm always at fault while you're never, or rather you never admit. When you're serious, I take whatever you said to heart - whether you meant it or not. I ruined your weekend for the past few weeks & I don't wanna make it worse this time. I'll stick around on my own, I'll leave you alone. I make sure I'm away from you unless needed. When you said you didn't want me around, I won't go near. I hate to make you upset, & allow your emotions affect the rest of them. You don't know how it has affected me when you said that to me last week. From then, I've decided if I'm not needed, I won't go near. And if you're gonna break whatever promise you've made, I hate you. And the hatred will stay in me, my whole life.

I'm really tired, very sick & tired of facing this. If we're falling apart, I'll move a step away from you so I can stitch up whatever's tearing. I can't stand crying over & over again everyday for the same ol'reason. I don't want to, I don't have to, I don't need to. I didn't wanna call up the rest to ask how am I suppose to go, when am I suppose to go 'cos I didn't wanna embarrass you, I didn't wanna allow them to speak ill of you. I didn't like that. I want their impression of you to stay as perfect as it is.

Perhaps the appearance of me irks you. Don't worry. I remembered what you said about me moving out. I will okay? Once I've found a place to settle down, I will. And by then, you'll never see me again. Wave hello to Peace there.

Why? Because if I don't, then you're not gonna be happy, none of us is either. So I stepped out. You ought to be happier, isn't it?

Well, I still could even thought a phone call might save my day but no, I was wrong. Ha ha ha I won't think in this way anymore.

I wanan know what's gonna go on for the rest of the day. Whether I'd jump to my death & join the rest up there celebrating the birth of Christ or I'd still come home ~~happily~~ after that fucked up rehearsal to sleep & wake up tmr to get my schoolbooks.

Why should I care? You weren't there when I was scared, when I was so alone.
Avril Lavigne's Losing Grip.

Now, should I still go for the rehearsal?
If I don't go, everything's gonna get fucked up & the person who's losing out ain't gonna be me. Well, later then I'll decide.

The entry starting off good, I'm sorry about the bitter ending.
Merry Christmas.

I'm tired of making love to a memory.
<3.

Here is a red balloon: I think of you & let it go

2006-12-24T14:08:00.000+08:00

Prunella Eeee got D, no G la k. Although I know there'a D&G(So coincident!). Hahaha.
April Relinked! :D No dont mind (: It's the thought thats count, dear!

Thanks for commenting (:

Christmas eve (:

Mood: Emo.
Current track on repeat:
Thanks Jace for the song :)

Met Laojie in the train, went to Wheelock Place. Bought a new book, Laojie did too.

Laojie's. Jodi Picoult's Salem Falls.
Mine! Cecelia Ahern's PS, I Love You.
Went to Taka, bought drinks & walked around. Sally came after that. Walked around for christmas gifts but got nothing. Bought a tee :D Went to Bobbi Brown, Laojie wanted to get the brush set. Sticked around & left for Paragon. Hell load of people, gosh. I hate crowds. Went to Muji, bought pens & files for school :) Went up to Toys'r'us but I couldn't find the Sponagebob. ): ): ): Went off, walked to Orchard train station & took a train to Novena. Went to Junior De Artist & Sally got her stuff. Bought papers for my scrapbook! :D Sally paid, yaynesss. Went to Velocity's Haagen Dazs for ice-cream! Yumyum. Zel called, & asked for supper. So I bought her Mos! Butterfly prawns & Mos chicken, yumyum. Jason came & sent Laojie back first, then they went to my place. They stayed 'til around 11pm & went back. I know what laptop I wanna get already! :D Used the com. Played Sims & surfed around 'til 12am. Read a little of my new book & slept.

I've been having weird dreams of recent.

Dad was talking to ___ during dinner while she just ______ __ & I was like shitshit scully ___ ___. Omg
A friend of mine showed me this photo & Uncle Chris was in it. Some basketball photos. Like they were in a team together. Hhahahaha!
___ came to look for me & things got better between us. Something impossible. (If only dreams come true.. K not the first two.)

Here's what the horoscope got to say about tday, for Leos!
The Bottom Line
Today you can put all the unpleasant stuff aside and focus on enjoying yourself.
In Detail
Today you can put all the unpleasant stuff aside and focus on relaxing and enjoying yourself -- whatever relationship issues or conflicts you've been trying to work through can be dealt with another day. You have more important things to do right now -- such as enjoying the company of people you never get to see often enough. (Well, I'd love to) Focus on having fun, indulging in good times, and taking a turn on the dance floor! It's time to celebrate, not to contemplate.
-

I can't wait to start school yknow, so I'll keep myself busy. So I won't think of you.

Smile, Jace! ;) There's nothing much I can do for you so I'll pray that you'll get well soon. -bighug I'm always here, remember? <3

I'm out, party tonight @ Aunt's place with the lovelies :)

I miss you most on winter mornings.
<3.

My prescriptions read like ransom notes & love letters you never wrote

2006-12-22T18:25:00.000+08:00

Shuhui Haha thanks girlly (:
Graceyeoh I gotta love you Grace. Exact sentiments (: No not like her! Dress in lace, my dear! Hahaha!
April I'm online now! I'll text you my address okay!
Yifang You're still reading? Haha I'm trying to find time to update regularly, really. & sometimes, there's really nothing to blog about! Haha I'll try okay (:
WenLin Oh ahah you'll see me there then, if you're coming! I've got a nametag, you'll see me around (: Most probably in a white dress! Heh my new white dress.

Thanks for commenting!

Lynn's MSN nick does make sense to me somehow.
Maybe part of loving was learning to let go.
Shrugs.

Sorry for not updating for the past two days. Time is really limited for me & I've lots to catch up before this holiday ends ):

Thursday!
Stayed home in the morning with Gran(she stayed over!) until mom came back & we went to Compass for lunch. Met Godma Vivian there :) She bought Vanessa & Maxi along! :D Gran & I went to the CC to get my shoes fixed & I finally sent all my cards! Bought some stuff then to the library to look for them. Sat in the library, talked & left the place around 6pm. Maxi's really adorable & hyper. He cannot stop moving for 5 minutes!

When we were eating at the food court. Hahah (:

Yesterday
Made a skin.
Thanks a lot Ale :)

Featuring the song Hero by Enrique Iglesias :)
I'm kinda hooked on that song.

Actually I've been wondering why didn't I put up my blogskins' username here. :/ I feel like my skins aren't good enough, somehow. I don't know luh. I want more downloads on my skins though ): Grr..

Took hours making that skin & after that.. :)

Barney time! :D

And may I know! Since when Barney got a new friend? The one in orange? Since when! Who's that? Tsk I was wondering who's that man. Hahah but really cute luh.

Dad came back early & he bought us all to Lemongrass Thai Restaurant @ Paris Ris for din din! :D He gave me a Christmas gift though. But well, I know it's given by his boss. I don't know what is it luh, didn't open. He gave mom the box of chocolates & mom love it so much. Hahah. After dinner, we walked around & had Ben & Jerry's! Zel had this flavour, I forgot the name, which is like three flavours(chocolate, cookies & cream, coffee) mized together. I ate Coffee, coffee, buzzbuzzbuzz! :D

Dad drove us to Orchard to take a look at the lightings this year (:

Nothing much though. It was raining so I couldn't capture much. Centrepoint isn't as nice as last year. Last year was a lot better. Really nice & glam (:

231206 Eve of Christmas Eve
241206 Christmas Eve
251206 Merry Christmas
010107 Hello 2007 (:
030107 School reopens!
140207 Valentine's Day <3
160207 Padi & medi appointment, start of CNY hols(I think).

2007 is not gonna be another year where I cry my heart out to someone who doesn't loves me, someone who would make me cry & never wipe the tears away. I pray, I hope, I wish.

Current track:
This song is so sad.

Dear Santa,
I've been good this year. Grant me with someone loves me & I love back, someone who would kiss me under the mistletoe.

Love,
Glynis :)

Heading out to town with Laojie :) Tata!

I don't understand how I found a love so pure

But.. why did I let you go?
<3.

Intoxicate sincerity love, lust & fake integrity

2006-12-20T20:11:00.000+08:00

April Thanks! :D
Wenlin Yeap. Mm my uncle's that Teochew opera club(whatever you call it)'s chairman & we need to do the admin stuff I think. I'd need to give out flowers to some people, don't know who :/ Haha!
Mary Thanks! :D
Rena Thanks babes :)
Teresa Thanks! How much did you get?
Sylvia You're most welcome (:
Akiko Thanks!
Ctee Just admit that you're jealous hon :)
Prunella I got the card already! Thanks :) Well, so much for planning & the rain just spoilt my plans like that, ugh. ):
Graceyeoh I thought of doing that too. But I like the attention(I like the kind you get! Damn encouraging, make you, or rather me wanna blog more for the sake of those peopl) I get around here, I have to admit. 0 points? Nah! Haha they'll balance out all N takers' results & make sure they push everyone up. Like for example, most students scored 30 plus for SS & if they combine, most of them might fail. So they'll lower the passing mark. Instead of 50, they'll lower it 'til 20-30? Something like that. In order to make everyone pass & give them all a chance to go Sec5 :) So no zero points!

Thanks for commenting!

Currently reading: The Bride Stripped Bare by Anonymous(above)

Let's recap what I did, what happened, where did I go the past two days.
K I'm really sorry, I can't help it. I'd love to update everyday so I won't forget & all but my mom snatches the com with me every now & then. I'm sorry & I really hope I'm losing none of you ):

Yesterday
Supposed to go out with Qiaos, Shyan & Mich but didn't in the end. The rain spoilt the mood & the plans for the day. So I stayed home, watched teevee, used the com & all. Had breakfast & watched Barney! There's nothing on teevee, unfortunately. Watched Girls Out Loud through YouTube. Missed it on Monday night since it started. So I watched ep1 & 2 together. Hella funny :) Talked to Lycia while watching. We bitched about this bimbotic blogger & haha it was damn funny. Played Zuma on the com! Heh heh heh now I'm on level 7, going 8! :D Damn happy. Zel was trying to win me but instead of winning, she lost. Restarted her whole game & all. Yay! :D Mom is still crazy about Chuzzle :/ I tried teaching her Zuma but she gave up 'cos it's too.. exciting. She wants to relax & not make heart raceeee. Hahah. Watched Ah Wang as well! :D & the 5.30pm Double Happiness! Mom was damn funny yesterday luh. Dad came back from Batam & we went to shelter him from the overhead bridge 'cos it was raining very heavily. He asked mom to come but all of us went. When dad saw us, he was like 'Ay what happened? You think we going out ah?' Haha! Damn funny la.

Barneyyyyyyyyy & Babybop(?)!

Today!
Happy birthday Lyciaaaaaaaa :) I love you!
I hope you like what I made for you yes! :D

K I woke up early. Played Zuma again. Met Gran @ Compass. Took 159 to AMK & took a train to Braddell. Did my hair &amp;amp;amp; all. Now I look like an egg, grr.. Went home at around 430pm. Ate late lunch, watched teevee & had a little bit of dinner. Then ta-dahhhhh here I am :)

I've got a picture to show y'all. Omg I spotted this girl with four other boys at AMK train station platform. Her dressing. Oh disaster!

Okay she got nice, long legs but her dressing. I don't know, typical ah lian? I guess. Her legs are nice, that's for sure. She's okay looking luh. Her boots got this diamond heart, dangling. -.- Quite retarded, I feel.

Might be meeting Pam & Merlz this Saturday :) Yayness! :D

To-do list:
- Christmas cards!
- Christmas presents!
- My scrapbook
- Buy my school books
- A trip to Borders
- Do research on the laptop I want
- Edit the photos (For goodness' sake)
- Xanga skin
- New skin for the new blog
- Upload all new fonts & brushes
- Charge the bloody camera
- Clear the files in the comp (Too many files!)

K I think that's all. Procrastinating too much ):

How to make a Xanga skin, anyone?

Can I get something for my lovesick stomach ache?
<3.

A dresser drawer filled with your sweet love letters

2006-12-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

Rena Thanks a lot babes :)
Graceyeoh I'll text you for sure, no worries! :D Heh. I love you so so so much Grace! And why are you on hiatus -.- You're ever so encouraging yknow :) Love you!
Amanda Haha k set a date! :D Rol is like missing. I miss you & Lyds man! :D
Mary Yay so cute!
Cynthia Haha everything's gone now luh k (: Yayness!
Prunella We're towning tmr, but not together ):
April Haha quick come online! :D
Mx Thanks a lot babes!
Wenna Yeap, thanks!

Thanks for commenting!

(I blogged this before I went to meet Qiaos)
K I'm in for a short short post as requested by Cynnnnnthia :) I'll polly edit this later.

I am waiting for time to pass, waiting for my hair to dry & gonna meet the sexy bestfriend later @ Compass. Gosh thanks to people who wished me & all. Graceyeoh, Phyllis, Laojie, Jon, Shufen, Kwai, Amanda Cynthia, Rena, Sass, NatashaQuek, Mingxian, Natasha(PHS)! Thanks a lot, I really hope I'd do well yes :)
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I got 8 fothermucking points! :D -runs around
Not good but I'm happy enough :) Thank you, God!

Met Qiaos & we went to eat Mos together :) Caught up a lot ay! Hahah so after that we walked around. It's nice seeing everyone again. Mmm I miss the classsssss :) Heh. So we walked to school. Sat at the bus stop, saw Maylene! Sass & Yj came. Tricia, Xiuwen, Shijing & all came later on. Everyone seemed to be changing ay :) Heh. So we went in, sat int he canteen until Mrs Freeman asked all of us to go up. K then Mrs Chan came to talk to us about the results & all. She said God made some kinda miracle & we all did pretty well(Loud 'whoa'). Top scorer was Hazel Foo with 5 A1s & 2A2s. Congrats girl! Jaclyn did our class proud :) She got 3! :D Congrats sexy one! :D Tension was high, really. I was shivering, tummy aching & all. Gosh. When it was my turn to get my results, I was fucking nervous. When Miss Koh was talking to me, I kept looking @ my slip & counting the marks. Haaha! And yay 8 marks! :D Shyan got 9, Sass & Mich got 6, Qiaos got 9 & sigh Yj got 11 ): ): ): My heart panged when I knew she didn't do well. Trish, Xw & some of them went to hug her & she cried! Damn sad luh. Sass was kinda affected as well. Sigh called mom & cousins first. Tricked them! :D Haha told them I got 11. Hahah! K then Shyan, Mich, Qiaos & I took 136 to Qiaos' place & slacked 'til 0400pm! Borrowed a sexy book from Qiaos. A Bride Stripped Bare - Sexual content. (inserts gross smiley) Ah I forget to take a photo of it ): I will I will..

Haha Coffee Bean's team member! :D

And guess what? Darl came to look for me. -.- Thanks to Qiaos' help! Hahah :)

So we took a LRT down to Compass, went to get stamps for Mich & went to dine & Yoshi! Saw Yueying working there, so cute. Liz came to look for Shyan & went to buy their stuff so left first. Met Darl for awhile, walkd Qiaos & Darl to the train station. Accompanied Mich wait for her bus & bumped into Liz & Shyan! Haha went home after that :) OH & Darl said that I slimed down quite a bitttttt :D :D :D

I gave it a real deep thought & I think.. I still miss you.

I'm very into stickers now, back to where I started. Haha :) I know it's such a childish thing to collect but I like! Childhood days man ;) I've got more than 15 sticker albums k!

Camwhored last night while pasting my stickers into my sticker album! :D

Current earworm: Ciara's Promise! :D

Time's Person Of The Year is.. (drum roll..)
YOU! :D

K very retarded I know :) But it's entertainment! :D Hahaha

The cert & the result slip! :D

K I'm gonna go watch some tivo! There's Blogtv on CNA & Girls Out Loud on Ch5 tonight!

P/s: Ctee's so happy that I'm gonna go sec5 next year :) My sexy stalker.
P/p/s: Meeting the girls for movie tmr! :D Might be meeting Pruuuuu! Yay

Valentine + broken hearts
<3.

The only peace I find is pretending that you're still lying next to me

2006-12-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

Shuhui Haha you la! Aiyo didn't tell me earlier.
Mary Thanks, you too babes! Heh. Uh huh, compromising is one thing but when you just so happen to have a family that just doesn't give in, you're damn unlucky. Well, yours truly.
Alethia Big huggggg back! Heh thanks for the video la k ;)
April Hugs back! Uh if I'm not wrong, it's about three hundred plus. But I can get it at a staff price. Hopefully it's cheaper man. Hahah.
Graceyeoh But there's such a school what. Located at Ang Mo Kio Ave 10. Nah then it's fine luh. We'll meet up when we have the time allright :) Haha I can't text much anymore, my bill's really high & all. Well, maybe I'll mail you. Maybe. Haha I'm waiting for Phyl to mail me. Heh heh heh I'm so fothermucking scared, I swear. Omg I wanted so much you to be there with me tmr but I know it's hell impossible ):
Mx Haha my god, you're damn funny la k. Aww thanks a lot Mx! :D Appreciate that. Big hug! But yes, Mx everywhere is a little freaky.. HAHAHA. Enjoy yourself over at M'sia okay? (:
Phyllis Yay thank you (: I hardly text either. Quick mail me allright Phyl, I can't wait. Bleah :D Sorry luh didn't have the time to blog so here I am!
Nat Really! Omg that's cool okay. Let's do the same, Nat. Hahaha :) Since we're so huggable.
Chesna Jealous not! You can go by budget airlines! Really cheap :) Might be going again though! Heh
Michelle I was about to blog about it :) Haha!
Teresa Haha allright, soon k! :D Yeh man, they are out on Monday ): ): Best of luck to you too!
Amanda Haha yesyes we are! I was there on the 8th & back on the 11th! That's really cool :) Same here! The best part of this trip was just the shopping, haha & defo not the people I have to handle with, grr.. Lemme know when you have the time babes :) Miss talking to you anyway!
Erika Yes updating! Haha :)
Joyce Internet explorer, is that your browser? Definitely it overlaps & I don't know why. It isn't like that when I was using IE but now, I don't know. You still can read right? :)

Thanks for commenting
(:

Sorry for neglecting the blog! Haven't had the time blog. Thanks to my mom for snatching the com with me all the time. Argh

Results are out on Monday, anytime after 2pm.
Shoot me now.

If I fail, I will not be able to take the blow. Qiaos & I feel that the rate of teenage suicide(whatever you call that) is gonna increase after the results are out. I might be one of them who caused it to increase. Even if it's just 10 bloody points for me, I'd be overjoyed. Just 10 & below(if possible, that is) & not any higher than that.

Ahhhhhhhh I should just jump down now.

Right now I can hardly remember what I did this week. Let's see.. Oh I had lunch with mummy on the 14th! Ate in Swensen's :) Yumyum. Mummy bought me Mitch Albom's!!!!!! -jumps around Popular had 20% discount, I don't know why so it's like $26! :D Uber happy with it. Now I'm almost done with the book. :/ Mummy almost strangled me when she saw how much I have left to read. :/ Uhhh.. heh :) Nothing much on that day either, stayed in 'til dinner. Dad came to fetch us all to AMK for dinner. Didn't eat though, spent the time readingggg. Hahah went to visit Godpa later on at AMK hospital. He changed hospital already, since he's getting better & now he needs more exercise. I forget the term for it, forget it :/ He looks a lot better, he's rather cheerful now. Really cute, he was trying to talk to us but couldn't so we got him the whiteboard with all the alphabets written. He was thinking how to spell & I think after not writing for so long, he'd have forgotten how to. So he just laughed & so did the rest of us. When he knew that Godma don't know how to go to the hospital, he laughed as well :) & he even tricked Godma! Haha she was telling him that he must work hard & exercise everyday, he kept pretending like he don't understand & make her explain over & over again. I hope he'd get well soon, sigh.

15th! Zel & I met Gran, Cherilyn & mom at Sakae. Had lunch together :) Went back after that. Sat in the study, & slacked. I read my book as well, haha. I'm so stuck on it la k. So after that we watched ch55's drama. Damn funny, that Ah Wang show :) Watched the entertainment show, then the 5.30pm show. Went for din din @ Toa Payoh! My fav. Then sent Gran & Cherilyn back to Aunt's place. Yesterday! Met Cherilyn @ Compass, went to Orchard & walked to Taka. I saw two guys with the FREE HUGS sign!! :D :D Bought mummy's fav donuts (we bought the whole tray of it haha!) & ate Auntie Anne's again! :D Took a train back to DG & walked around. Saw Precious Moment's performance thingy. Very cute. Cherilyn thought they were smalllllll. Hahaha! Like drawf-size! Bought some stuff for Jermaine & went back to Aunt's place. Was supposed to celebrate Maine's birthday 'cos Aunt got no time on her birthday, no leave. Went to Toa Payoh for dinner again! Yummy :)

Went to TM with my parents & zel. Some shit happened again & I don't wanna mention. I'm kinda tired of it though. If I have to try all the time for the sake of your happiness, then forget it. I'm just gonna let it be. I'm letting it go. Which parents of earth would say Sunday's a day when we relax but now, it's spoilt by you! or Next time, don't go out with us, nor your friends? Well, mine does. And at that very moment, I regret going out with them. Going out for dinner now, kinda rushing uh. :/

At DG station

Taka!

Omg I want the big balloon!

We saw this at DG station, the one near PS
I don't know who that girl is la, but she's singing, REALLY HIGH K

The bag the bag the bag

Small Piglet (: Heh

Elmo's new friend! :D

K very-retarded camwhore

Sunday!
Maine, Pisly(The stuffed.. dog?) & Zel

Oh by the way, happy two weeks darling :)
I hope I made the best of it, yes? Miss you very much now. You're sleeping -.- since the last message at 8am. Gosh :/ Haha k love you!

Omggggg bye!

When I say 'I love you darling' that means for good.
<3.

I'm bottling up my love & sending it out to sea

2006-12-13T10:20:00.000+08:00

Prunella Have okay! ): I have things to talk to you about man. Quick come online ):
Laura Great (:
Brenda I'm back!
Teresa You're not online when I am online ):
Jyi Hello back to you!
Mx This coming Sunday? Haha allright. Would you still be able to tag then! ): I'd miss your tags though.
Rena Much lovesssss :)
Mary Haha great thanks! Take care too!
Shuhui Should have told me earlier man. Hahah
CherylFoo I'll relink you soon :)
Graceyeoh Yes powerpuff girls! Haha & Phyllis! Omg she better fill me in with the boyf part >:( I miss you too ): Christmas, Grace! Haha we'll spend Xmas together, as in earlier la! Hahah
April You came online & went off again ): ): ): Rahhhhh
Cynthia I'm back already! Shopping soon! I havent been talking to you ):

Thanks for commenting (:

It's such a blessing that I've found somebody like you.

So after watching this video, Glynis is giving away free hugs :) -holds up the banner & waves. C'mon, click on my Haloscan now & just type in hugs or whatever. I'll hug you back, cyberly. Haha :) Ay it mean something okay!

Anyway! I'm back from Bangkok :) Miss'd me? I betcha' did! Haha, didn't really enjoyed myself but I had fun shopping :) I bought a brown Adidas shoulder bag, a red authentic Mickey Mouse red shoulder bag, a medium Pglet & a small baby Piglet, tees, new dress & a lot others which I can't remember. OMG YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I WANTED TO BRING THAT 40CM WINNIE THE POOH BACK! It's fucking forty bucks. How cheap is that? The thing is, no place for Pooh ): Mummy didn't mind yknow!! Ugh. Hahah I even wanted to buy a book from Kinokuniya but didn't. :/ Not enough time luh. Damn bu shuang with my trip luh. ): I demand to go again but I'm sure daddy's gonna kill me. Haha 'cos I actually spent like 300 bucks in Bangkok. We went Central ChidLom, MBK, Emporium & Chaktuchat. Supposed to go Suan Lom, but I went there before & it's hell boring & since everyone was tried, we went back instead.

Unhappiness occurs. But oh well.. What can I do anyway? Having 17 of us to agree & ompromise isn't an easy job I'd say. Thank God none of us actually quarrelled during the trip. Inner conflicts, I guess. Like Laojie(Pam, I like calling Laojie!) niao-ed a lot on the first day when Godma isn't very happy with her. Like I wasn't very happy with the way things are the last two days 'cos I was fucking ignored for everything I do & say. Not forgetting me crying so hard right up 'til yesterday.

Thank God for you, Laojie. <3

Besides unhappiness, the opposite of that :) We have a lot too. Pictures will define them but for now, pictures are still with Laojie so I'll tell you. Having Auntie Jo around is fun. She composed a song for the kids. I'll probably ask Pearlyn to sing & I'll record it to put it up here when I see her again :) It's really cute. Even Darling laughed when I sang it to her. Auntie Sally came with Uncle's mum! Haha the both of them are so pretty. Even though one is 60plus & 87 respectively. I love Auntie Sally. She's damn cute luh. We had fun on the cruise dinner though it was hell boring just viewing the sceneries. But well, it's the company that matters, isn't it? (:

Enough about the trip. Yesterday, Cherilyn & I went to her class chalet for while & left. Had ice-cream & took a bus to Pasir Ris interchange, walked around & took a train down to Douby Ghaut. Walked around PS & went home :) I spent one & a half hours in Times bookstore which drove Cherilyn maddddd. Haha she can't stand the sight of books, she gets a headache. She was nagging throughout the time when I was looking for my book. I want Mitch Albom's For One More Day! ): ): But it's $32.50 So bloody expensive! It's hard cover thats why. Ugh I want that for Christmasssss :) Heh.

Today! Sent Zel for tuition @ Aunt's place & cabbed back home. Tired man. I enjoy staying at home now. Gosh I don't wanna work at all & tmr, I need to go back. Ughhh. Oh Mom checked my red iPod for me already. It isn't for sale to Apple employees yet. Mum's friend happen to work in there & can get it at a staff price which is waaaaay cheaper man. :D I'm waiting. Sally's buying a green/pink now. Mygod bloody rich la she.

Mummy say we'll go Aussie next year, New Zealand to look for Ter & Bangkok for shopping trip. Whoa sexy man. Can't wait! :D Talking to Pru online now (:

Omg Graceyeoh where are you ): ): ): I've got things to tell you! :D Happy news, definitely :)

I'll be so busy this December. Which is good :) 24th's Jermaine's big 5th birthday! :D Heh. 25th's our Christmas Party @ Aunt's place. Opera will start on the 26th 'til 27th, for two nights. I'll be going up on stage! Haha to present flowers only la. At Victoria Concert Hall! :D Damn happy. Heh.

Okay photos time!

Now the entry is complete with pictures up. I'm tired of typing already but I've a lot to say though. Ugh Zel's chasing me off to the com so I shall go & do something productive. Oh! I finished my book already! Damn nice. Now the book is with Laojie! xD

P/s: I miss blogging, actually :D

Now we're left with broken hearts & a handful of memories.
<3.

Late dawns & early sunsets, just like my favorite scenes

2006-12-06T15:49:00.000+08:00

Ctee You actually made an effort to comment, I'm glad enough (: Haha. What happy panty! Hahah :)
Phyllis My dad asked my cousin to repaint our whole house 'cos we've been staying here for about 7 years, Whoa, time really flies man. 7 years!! Haha but it's okay luh. Triple 'h' is something new to me, plus! This new url hasn't got any dash or underscores. Something new too, haha!
Brenda Another two days babes. I know you're gonna miss me! Haha (:
Graceyeoh Books? Did I mention about books? Haha oh the vomit heart! Haha really look like a heart right! :D My sister noticed it first. Maybe because it's interesting that's why everyone reads :O Have fun okay! :D
Michelle I'm good. Haha. Yeap see you soon :)
Prunella You sound like you're madly in love with muaa. Hahah! Don't worry la, I'll be back on the 11th :) Heh. I'll see you then!
Puayleng Hhaa hello!! I haven't been talking to you! Hhaha I'm good (: I hope you are too! Take care :)
Chesna Relinked! Nice layout there! Love :)
Laura Hey!
Kriss Haha I fina it cute as well. I don't know who plucked the wire out though.

Thanks for commenting (:
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(I typed yesterday but the post was far to short to be posted)
Hello, I'm in the office now. Super bored. Playing solitaire, blogging in here, Friendstering, & listening to iTunes :) I just found out yesterday that this particular girl who's in SJC too is a blogskinner. And that totally freaked me out. Maybe I should leave Blogskins already. I'm considering whether to set up a site just for my layouts so people can download from there instead of Blogskins.
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Current earworm!: Fergie's Fergalicious

http://www.timbre.com.sg/index.htm
Nice place, going there one of these days for dinner. Qiaolin has got a lot of recommandations though, waiting for her bring me there :P

My reader, Jingyi just added me in MSN to ask me about Photoshop. She's from Townsville! But graduating this year, Primary 6. ): ): ): I asked about this fav teacher of mine & she said she's still teaching! :D I thought of asking her to do me a favour but.. she won't be going back to that school anymore so.. :/ Sigh. This is sad. Very supaaa extremely sad. But anyway! Nice to meet you Jingyi! She said that I'm supa friendly :) Heh.

Right so tuesday! Out with the girls, Sass & Yj, Nette & Shantal, Qiaolin & myself :) Missed them so much, most of us changed a little. Haha like Yj said my hair grew longer & Sass realised I've got myself a new pants. Met Sass & Yj at the train station, Qiaos came while we were at the escalator. Met Nette & Shantal @ Hougang station, in the train, usual :) Saw Xiaxue at Somerset train station. Sass came running to me & went 'Is that the Xiaxue! So short leh!' Hahah. Went to Cine first 'cos Shantal was hungry, haha. Bought panadol for Sass along the way as she was having bad cramps. Poor thing. She had trouble eating them, like me. Haha! Damn funny. Pity we didn't took video of her expression man. Hahaha!

Ate at Kobayashi! Haha our all-time favourite. Sass & Yj ate at the food court instead 'cos Sass wanna have something warm. So we ate, & talked. Wanted to watch movie but don't have nice movies to watch & the timings were all not suitable. Walked over to Heeren, Shantal wanted to get stuff. Walked around, I wanted to get a pair opf slip-ons though. But didn't in the end, thought that I'd find it in Bangkok. Qiaolin was looking around for her friend's birthday present. Sass wanted a bloody hot red heels. Saw one at newurbenmale, Qiaos said she'd get it for her after she gets her pay. If I'm not satisfied with what I buy in Bangkok, I'll go buy it. :D Heh. The slippers too! The one that Shantal & Nette have. Nono, defo not the same one! Hahah by the time we got out of Heeren, it was raining cats & dogs, monkeys & donkeys. After much discussion, we decided to cab to Far East. But time weren't enough for me to rush there & back so I went straight home in cab. Got home around 6plus 7pm. Lied on the bed & slept. Hahaha! Damn tired luh. Mom woke me up then we all went over to Aunt's place for dinner.

Nette Sass Qiaos Glyn♥

Bestfriend Q

Yesterday! Went to work, as usual. Did some video shits & surfed the net! Allan came later on to fetch me. Met Val at her work place & went to pick Nat & Rhys. Allan drove us all to Raffles City & we dined @ Coffee Club. I saw Weiru but she doesn't recognise me though. Haha. Aunty Alex came after awhile. She kept saying that if I'm 26, she'd woo me. Grrr.. & I don't know what to say, so I just heh heh, don't nonsense la! Hahah. She even used the dumb fortune thing & ask if we're meant to be, then the answer which is so dumb happened to be a Yes. Haha I kept telling her I don't believe. Oh! I like the Elmo balloonnnnnnnnn! Heh something to add on my wishlist! :D Heh (hinthint)! So we walked around. Supposed to go there to watch some Princess thingy but it was over already. Val didn't read properly! Hahah. To make up, Allan bought something for the three of them. Rhys got the X-men one, Nat got the Sponagebob one(persuaded very much by me) & Pearlyn got the Princess one. Allan bought a game for himself(He never grow up, never ever. Poor Val) & he even asked me if I wanted one. Haha, I got one already! I ain't greedy :D Aunty Alex left after awhile 'cos Aunty Joan was busy studying & hasn't taken her dinner yet. I heard their relationship's kinda rocky. But Aunty Alex love Aunty Joan a lot though.. I can see. Walked around 'til around 0945pm & left. Allan drove me home :)

'We take photo!'
'Gugu, I want to make monkey face!'
-clicks the camera
Love her :)

She makes working days a lot better for me :)
Pearlyn Ang Lyn Ting!

Today! K no more photos ): I was deciding to go to work or not & end up not going. Met mummy @ the saloon & trimmed my fringe. I think I'll go Frontier to cut my hair again before Christmas. Dad came & fetched us over to Bishan & left. Ate at Mos, had a real nice talk with mummy. Left at 0430pm, took 156 & went home. Got home, packed my stuff for tmr's trip & used the com. Mum just learnt how to play Chuzzle & she was like Ay girl, let me play leh! Tonight you play. Let me leh. Don't like that la. Wahlau ay she win already la. -pouts But still, I gave in& watched her play instead. Haha dad came & we went to pick Gran from her place & went off to dinner! Wanted to go Toa Payoh but CTE has a traffic jam so we went to Thomson instead. Ate chicken rice, yummy. Then ta-dah! We're home (:

Mummy was saying just now that committing suicide on the train railway is the trendy thing to do now -.- Hahah! Damn funny luh. Allright. I guess this is the last update before I go Bangkok tmr. I'll be back on the 11th, SQ 631 @ 0715pm. My phone's on, so you can text me if you wanna! I'll do the usual thing! :D

Shoutouts!
April Girlly, I'll miss you. I hope everything would be fine yes! We'll talk again when I'm back!
Brenda Hey sexy thanks for the animation you did for me! :D Love it. Talk to ya again when I'm home yes!
Camilia You're missing in action & I miss you already ):
Cynthia Superman, you're missed :)
Eliza I'll text you when I'm back babes. You're missing man ):
Graceyeoh I'll miss you, dear one ): ): ): Meet up when I'm back! :D Heh enjoy your day with Phyllis. We'll talk again like we did the other time over the phone. I miss our 'exact sentiments'! Heh take care okay! Hugs you tight :)
Mainey I miss you & I wonder if you're home from Aussie ): Take care yeh, I'll see you once I'm back.
Mingxian Enjoy yout holidays babe. I hope everything's in place for you. Your entry doesn't sound too good to me. Cheer up & take care :)
NatLim Here's your shoutout, sexy. I'll listen to Hands Down & think of you when I'm in Bangkok. Heh see you on the 12th! :D
Phyllis Hey girlly. I'll miss your tags! :D Heh. Enjoy your day with Grace allright!
Prunella Heh I didn't miss you out this time. Talk once I'm back okay. You've got things to tell me right? Yeap, see you then. Take care! I love you!
Shuhui I realised we haven't been talking so.. I miss talking to you! Hahah. Take care :)
Tammy Cheer up babes. I miss the cheerful Tammy. Take care (:
Sass, Nette, Chanel, Shyan, Qiaolin, Yj & Shantal. I'll miss you all. See y'all when I'm back okay. I won't forget your stuffs, hopefully. Heh :D Y'all know how forgetful I am la so you must forgive &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp; forget ;) Love y'all!
Darl I'll miss you okay :) I hope Xy & Wz treats you better. Remember I love you too =)

Yknow why I dettach myself from the MSN? Because of you. I'm sorry, but it's true that I still think of you, so bad. I miss you & I'll miss you even more in Bangkok. I'm dying to have a piece of you, baby.

I still do that same old line. Glynis would very much like to come home with lots of comments & texts to reply!

Boys just come & go like seasons.
<3.

I've been through this & heartbreak is all I found

2006-12-05T11:25:00.000+08:00

April Which is tmr! Haha okay, enjoy yourself allright babes! When will you be back anyway? Hm I want the bandddd. How dya get it?
Mary Oh man, wasted luh. I'll let you know what's my url when I change it allright (: Love!
Qiaolin I don't quite get your tag. I know that you were the one who called me. See you later!
Amanda It's some fashion week thingy, I guess. Not quite sure though. I'm just going there to support my friend (:
Mx When are you going back? Why not look for a job now but tell them that you'll only be able to start work after the 17th? It's not easy to look for a job man!
Phyllis Relinked babes (: Oh I got the url already! Instead of heartbreakhotel(which someone already used it & I wonder who), I took hhheartbreakhotel instead! Hahha. Not all the time boring though. It can be fun sometimes! Especially when I'm busy, I love working the most.
Graceyeoh Aww.. ): But yknow what? Things would be a lot better if I was there right? Hahaha! First day is usually bored & kinda scary somehow. Exact sentiments! Haha but now my job's kinda busy which I thought was good. Keep my mind off things that I don't wanna think about :) You & Phyllis are meeting this Saturday!

Thanks for commenting!
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I haven't been blogging much, I know. Or rather, not on a daily basis. I'm off from work tday, that's why I got the time to blog. Meeting Sass, Nette, Shantal & Qiaos later @ 130pm :)

The smell of paint is killing me. I hope Jason would be able to finish up the painting by today. I can't stand the smell any longer. Thank God he came tday & not any other day like Saturday when I'd be home. My maid said that such paint are toxicated(?) & it's harmful for me especially when I've got asthma. Ughhhh.. I'm leaving in half an hours' time so yes, thank God once again.

Sunday @ Aunt's place was great. Really fun though I didn't spend much time there. Jermaine grew a lot in two weeks & she learnt how to take photos with different faces now :) Haha. Exactly like the way I took photos with her the other time before I left for Korea. I'll post the photos later (: Dinner was fab as well. Nothing fantastic but family dinner together, I love. Went home around 10pm. Got home, read & slept. Larling called & we talked 'til 5am, I guess. Haha.

Happy belated birthday darling Nette :) I love you! See you on Tuesday! Monday, which is yesterday & I had to work. Fucking tired when I woke up but still, I dragged my feets to work. Nothing much, just the same old stuff again. Allan gave me the Singapore Biennical(Spell?) staff tee! :D I wanted the Chingay one but grrr.. Knowing his pattern, I knew he went to look for it. Yes he did but late -.- So nevermind. I'll wait for another two years & I'll join Sok Hoon(Shufen) in YEC! :D Haha she wants me to help her design banners & poster but Allan don't allow me to go 'cos I'm only 16 & the age to join the club is 18 & above. So if I join them now, I'd be like their slaves & I have to do everything that they want me to do, plus I don't have a rank there like Sok Hoon does. So okay, I'll join her in two years :D Okay back to Allan. He gave me a 91.3fm's notebook & pencil. Hahah I gave it to mom in the end, 'cos she wants it so yeh.

Took a train back to Aunt's place, showered & had dinner there :) Adults went to SGH to visit Godpa(He had a minor op & I'm praying that he's fine right now.) & Sally stayed in to take care of the house. Helped the kids with the leptop, 'cos they wanted to play games. Pearlyn wanted to play with me so I said 'Okay honey, we'll play. But is there a game that allows me to sleep while you play? I'm so tired(inserts sleepy look)' & Sally burst out laughing. Haha. So I went up to her room, Nat, Zel & her went to shower while & I slept. K then I don't know what happened already. Haha until mom came & fetched us home.

Got home, watched a little of teevee & my crazzzzzy sister watched High School Musical again -.- I read my book while she was reading. Slept & woke up later on with 4 missed calls & 2 text messages. Haha larling thought what happened to me! Haha, I was really tired luh. So I called her back & we talked. Well love, things are gonna be allrighty soon yes? Now that she replies your texts & replies to your care & concern, I'm sure she knows that the whole matter is just a misunderstanding :) Hugs you. I told larling that I read another 8 chapters of my book tday & she kept quiet so I asked her why she was so silent & all, she said this, 'No, I was wondering.. How can someone read so much? Like you. 8 chapters. The sight of books make me fall asleep.' And she kept asking, how can someone read. Haha! Slept later on @ 4plus after reading another 4 chapters of my book.

Woke up @ 1030am tday! Real early. Couldn't sleep though ):

K pictures!

She went Ikea before we went over to her place :)

She wants to show her sexxxxxy ass

Aw sad face

Isn't that very me. Hahah

She loves doing this!

Playing Playstation!
(Note: Jermaine's controller is.. wireless)

She vomitted last week & caused this. A heart.

Fuck, I'm late again.
I musn't give larling a chance to say what's new about you? in that haha-still-say-you-want-to-change manner.

I'm sending happy endings.
<3.

If you wanna mend my heart for a while, it'll take a phone call from your side of town

2006-12-03T14:37:00.000+08:00

Lina Relinked :)
Prunella We finally get to talk man, wtf. Hhaha!
Brenda Relinked!
Phyllis Yay so I'll get one Phyllis comment & one Mx comment everyday :) Mm I'll change to that. Decided! K now everyone who reads this know that I'm changing. I better reserve that url first. Haha! Kiasuuuuu
Mary Haagen Dazs is like the orgasm man. Hahahaha! Love you Mary :)
Aubrey Hey, erm do I know you! Mm I'm working as a temporary office girl, something like that :)
Mx Office girl, something like that. Help the company run errands, do the easier work to help them so that they'll work faster? Something like that la. Haha I love strawberries as well! :D Yay we're strawberries loverrrrr. K wtf. Hahah.
Amanda Hello Amanda Stargirl, you're supposed to say I'm cuter! Nono, cutesttttttt :D Haha skin thick like elephant man.
Graceyeoh Yesyes we finally get to talk a little online. Not for long but still! It's the person I'm talking to that matters more :) We're both somewhat alike so.. yeap! Hahah, at least I know I have to share all these with, thank God. Just wear formal & look pretty! Mm I hope your first day of work would turn out fine. Tell me about it okay! :D

Thanks for commenting! :D

Anyone wants to go for a fashion show?! On the 6th of Dec, around Serangoon area. I need to know the number of tickets to get so.. Let me know asap :) Comment in my Haloscan/ text/ call/ email me! I forgot who asked me to let them know when there is a fashion show.. :/

Pictures :)
Edited
At Village :)

Sassy's attempt! :D
I miss her ): ): ):
I miss y'all as well ): ): ):
Edited this for Sass & Yj :)

I was actually editting the photo titles but I got lazy so I gave up. Hahah! :)

I'm gonna change url, change layout soon. Kinda sick of this already. :/ Haha the colour la!

I finally get to talk to Pru, Grace & Brenda! Gosh my MSN suck balls really. I end up using web messenger instead. Ugh. Meeting Nat on the 12th after I fly home from Bangkok :) Yay this is joy + love! We're talking on MSN now, so am I talking to April :) Hahah. In another 5 days! I'll be happily in Bangkok, leaving Larling alone here in Sg. (Sorry love, yknow I still love you & I'll still be missing you when I'm over there, while shopping 'til my legs break & with no one to whine to :])

You're awfully sick bitch. You tag yourself, act like Fanny, Dawnyang, Nicole & Lyeyee. You link people that you don't even know. Kiss my ass, goodbye.

I'm out, coughing like hell. Ugh seeing Jermaine in awhile, yay!

Would I be out of line if I said I miss you?
<3.

I hate it, the way you said "Forever"

2006-12-02T17:39:00.000+08:00

Brenda Heh I love you la Brenda. You really readdddd my entries. Haha!
Phyllis Yay if you're gonna tag me everyday, I'll be so happy yknow! =D Hha uh huh, I'm gonna change one of these days in Dec (: Heartbreakhotel, what dya think? Heh
Yifang Pictures are uploaded! :) You'll see it in this entry, hopefully if my com don't die on me again,
Amanda Will relink you soon!
Jasmine Hey babes!
Cam Heh I love you too Cam!
Mary It's annoying, isn't it! Especially when you're blogging halfway through >:( Rah I wonder why my com go insane. I guess it must have met its other half & is ignoring me now ): ): ):

Thanks for commenting y'all :)
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Work was awesome yesterday :) Dealt with cheques, bills, payment vouchers, letters, donations, CDs & deliveries. I learnt something new! Heh. When we've a document that needs delivery, call Dpex & tell them &amp;amp;amp;&& uh when a delivery comes, all I have to do is stamp the company chop & sign! :D I got another 100buckeroos as salary :D Heh

Oh & a weird bung came in yesterday for delivery. Look really strange & weird & (whispers) ugly.

So after work, Allan drove us(Val, Pearlyn & Nat + me!) to Queensway. Shopped for few hours, only managed to get Pearlyn's highcuts! She look pretty in it, really milo. After that, we went to Clarke Quay for dinner @ Hooter's :) Had Haagen Dazs ice-cream after that. Reached home around 12mn.

I have like 586 pictures for the Korea Trip. How to upload here? It'll jam up all users who are in my site & com is already very slow! Okay I got the link, click here! But I think it's kinda difficult to see :/ Ugh I'm so sorry! Please comment in my Haloscan about it okay, or gimme suggestions so that y'all can view the pictures properly :)

Pictures! Just edited them :)

I love Pearlyn. That day @ Village :)

Doesn't she look sweet!
Haha so cute!
Rhys, when we came back from Korea. Skin sensitive to snow so his whole body bloated up. Poor thing ):

Dinner with the family @ Sakae's :) I'm out, bye!

Larling, I hope you know somebody loves you :)

I don't want anything but a pure kiss.
<3.

Today in a blink of an eye, I'm holding on to something & I don't know why

2006-12-01T10:17:00.000+08:00

Brenda I'm still loading them ): Sorry babes. My com keep shutting off by itself, getting on my nerves ):
April Quick come online (:
Mx Haha thanks a lot babes :) Your tags make me smile though. You sound so cheery & make me wanna feel the same too. You take care!
Mary Yes I am back :)
Graceyeoh Haha nice? I think I'll use that. No more - in front or behind. Almost all my urls have that. Haha I wanted _ but Blogger don't allow ): Cheaterbug.
Rena Ah miss you! :D
Prunella You read it? You know about it already? ): Sigh I guess I'll be online tonight or something.
Phyllis Yeap I'm back! Miss you a lot man Phyl! We gotta watch up soon okay. Yeapyeap, meet up with you & Grace soon :) Oh if you happen to see Grace online, maybe you can ask her what's been bugging me recently :) She'll tell you & show you something.

Thanks for commenting :)

I haven't been updating frequently & properly. Haha sorry readers, I hope I lost none of you :) I've been trying to find the time & right mood(for the dumb com which kept shutting down & it's making me feel like smashing it & definitely, myself). The com hasn't been listening to my commands & I was kinda lost in my own world. So right now, I guess I'm back! (Say yay hooray & I love Glynis!)

I'm still trying to upload the pictures. As I said, the com keeps shutting down on its own. I want to show y'all the photos too but ugh ): The com isn't listening to me! I'm tryinng to upload all of them before I go to work tday. If not I'll have to continue them tonight which is - I think - kind of impossible.

Right.. Monday I went to work, so nothing much. Tuesday I went to work as well but had lunch @ Village with a bunch of rascels :) Nat, Pearlyn & Rhys. They took pictures & it's all in my phone. I just got them all developed along with the Korea trip's photos. (The bill came up to 150bucks! & 1 piece of about 30 cents! Just imagine!!) Wednesday, Happy birthday Trish! I love you allright, girllfriend! Cherilyn & I bought Gran out to Vivo. Had a greeeat time! Bought some stuff for Godma & a bangle for myself :) Cherilyn got heels. I wanted to get them too but they didn't have my size. Anyway, Gran got it for me yesterday @ Causeway already :) She rocks, doesn't she? ;) Bumped into Yj & sass @ Vivo as well, yay! Meeting up this coming Tuesday! Had Ben&Jerry's too! :D Heh. Went down to Chinatown later on, got my photos & went home. Val & Allan came by to pick me up @ 8pm & we went off to Bliss@Punggol Park to talk. Drank & got really dizzy on the way home. Slept for awhile before _ called :) Yesterday.. Happy birthday Prunella, I love you! :D Had lunch @ Whatever(Lovely cafe!) with Val. Chatted & stuff, I'm glad I told her almost everything. Val doesn't like me being with ___ though but oh well. I told her I know what I'm doing. Went back to work later on. Uncle sent me back to Aunt's place & we went off to Singapore Swimming Club for dinner. Almost everyone who's going for the Bangkok trip came except for Auntie Jo & Godma. Kids swam, Pam, Shufen & I went to sing K, adults sat by the pool & some went up to the Jackpot room. Went home around 1015pm :) Slept & _ called around 2am. Xiaoyuan & April are damn annoying but they complimented me so yay! :D I still like them. Hahah!

I hope today's gonna be a better day.
& I should run now 'cos I haven't shower yet& I need to work! ):
& shit, Jason is coming!!

I need help, badly. Anyone offer to keep my 2076 songs + my folder(Pics & docs) with them while I reformat the com? ): I would love you, yknow? Dotcha yearn for my love? Hahahahha!

Hello baby, I miss you.
(:

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.
<3.

I'll tear your heartstrings out & put them on my guitar

2006-11-29T12:34:00.000+08:00

Forth time blogging this. -.-

Prunella I didn't forget you & I'm home :) Let me know when we're hanging out okay!
Shuhui Woman Sg also have laaaaaa okay! Haha make me run around to look for one pathetic maggi mee.
Cam Hello ahlian :)
Mingxian Haha I'm hoping you'd reply me yeah. Hha your tag very cute la.
Mary Yeap relink soon!
Graceyeoh You tagged the most babes. Haha miss you laaaa. I like talking to you Grace. Thanks for that talk that whole afternoon cum night :) I planned to chnage my url every year, like a new beginning. I wanna change my url to heartbreakhotel. Ok I have a lot of usernames in mind la. Hahah talk to you soon!
April I'm home :) Quick come online!
Nat Ahhh I did miss you okay nat ): Hands Down played in my iPod & *snap* Nat appeared in my mind. Hahah :)
Ctee I'll tell you when you come online.
Yifang Pigo. ): They were selling @ 60!!!! I didn't buy okay 'cos your budget & everything!! Ugh & then, my dad said if it costs about like 40-50, he'd pay the extras for you but it's crazy 60 so he said better not. Gosh I regret. Omg I'm so sorry babes ):
Alethia I'm home!
Jyi I'm home! :D
Sass Yay we're hanging out soon :D
Connie Sure, relink soon!
Joyce Haha thanks. You too, happy holidays!
Sylvia Welcome babes :)
Amy I'll give you the codes. Erm, add me online? :)
Cyn WHERE YOU GOING ): ): ):
Brenda Here here! Hahah :)
Wenna Blogging. :) I didn't know you'd read!
Jasmine Why not just edit the picture? Haha.

Thanks for commenting (:
Yayness 31 comments.

I'm home babies :) Miss me?!
-runs around

Short update. Sorry babes I'm still uploading my pictures. There's like 500 of them!

I'll just jot down whatever comes to my mind allright (I'm rushing for time!)

Korea was pretty, cold & the trip sucks.
I can't stand you, you & you. So shut up & stop thinking that you can rule my life.
I started work immediately this Monday. Was quite allright though :)
Qiaos called once I got home that night :) Miss you bestfriend!
Sass said we're hanging out soon :)
My com's gonna go to the hospital pretty soon, I feel. ):
Godma's giving me her com!
I'm getting Samsung's red laptop :D But that is if my N's results are good.
I miss so&so. A lot. -looks @ Ctee
And shit I think Ctee got some bad news about so&so. -cries
Yeah & it's really bad news. :)
Grace, Pru, April. I guess everything has come to an end & I'm moving on. Y'all will know what I mean. Come online, I'll show y'all something.
Pam & I talked about the trip last night at the hospital. Teared a little & I guess, I am gonna let it go & get used to it.
Thanks Pam, anyway
& I don't have the mood to blog anymore.
Still trying not to cry.
Ah bye, I'm heading out.

I'm not o-fucking-kay.
Thank you for breaking my heart again today. Thank you for smashing my hopes. Thank you for giving me false hopes. Thank you for telling me that you do miss me at times. Thank you for making me falling in love with you over & over again.

I never thought you'd be mine, & you'd never, ever.

How can I not miss you when you're gone?
<3.

You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

2006-11-18T14:02:00.000+08:00

Sauyan Haha allrighty thanks! I'll let my cousin know :D
Caroline Hey sorry I forgot to text you! You idiot, online but not replying ): I know, Rain right? Hahah
Sylvia No problem dear. :) I'll link you up soon!

Thanks for commenting!
(:

I'm trying to be excited about the trip.
I'm pretending to be so happy. -slaps

Talking to Prunella online now (: Gosh I really pity her. But I know it feels like. I understand why she does that to keep them. ): I feel so sad & lost for her please. But I can't believe that she's actually ________ & she had a ___________!! ): Gosh poor thing.

Right few hours before I leave, one last entry before I go. I'm gonna put up archives in my old blog after this. I just edited that photo of Bestaye & I. Kinda miss her though ): Haven't been talking to her & she's like MIA-ed. I'm thinking of new url! :D Any suggestions are welcomed, into the Haloscan! :D

I was on the phone last night 'til around 3am. _ fell asleep on me but it's okay. I know she's goddamned tired & uhhh refused to admit it. Haha, I was saying anything important anyway. Things that I want to tell her for the next eight days have already been said before she fell asleep. Thank God.

Zel is crazy again. She's watching High School Musical now, omg this is like the 65654867864663th time already! She can even tell me what the characters say & everything. Her friend got her hooked on Ashlee Simpson's Pieces Of Me & I hear that almost every morning -.- That is such an old song luh.

Oh by the way I'd be leaving my phone on (: Haha then I'd still be able to receive messages & miss calls. Aiya I know I won't be able to reply instantly but still! I can read when I come back! :D So yes, leave me messages if you like!

Everything you do makes me realised how much I loved you.
P/s: I'm sorry if your picture is taken k. Hahah.
Remember we used to like that too? I miss the way we used to cuddle.
Whoohoo I'm bored. Hahah.

Shoutouts.
April, thanks for cheering up & all :) Take care of yourself & remember what I said okay? I'll miss you! Remember to comment as you promised okay!
Brenda, thanks for the animation! :D Haha we'll crap again with Cam allright! Have fun at the Blogskinners outing this week! Tell me allllll about it when I'm back!
Cam! Hahah eUu iiSh a arHliiAn w0rhhs. wE iiSh gUdx fReNz n3hhs. k@w@!i. Takecare & I will miss you allrighty. :)
Carol, I'll talk to you when I'm back okay? Meanwhile, take care of yourself!
Ctee, I need to update you backside! ): Sadder news now. When I come back okayokay!
Grace! :D Thanks for the talk last night though everything was really rush. I really hope (inserts)! But I don't know if it'd happen though. I'll text you later, before I leave my place allright.
Jovene, ay if the salesgirl call you to go for interview must wait for me hor! Haha tell them I'm not in town allright. When I'm back, we'll go for the interview together :D Yay love you Jov!
Mainey, I think I'll call you when I'm back okay. Then perhaps we can meet up or something. *hugs I hope everything's fine now.
Shuhui, I try to find your instant noodles luh okay. I think my mom will kill me if she knows I want to buy them back & if I get caught at the customs, I will slaughter you. Hahahahahaha.
Yifang, I will find your album, don't worry! :D Heh.
Most importantly: Qiaos, Sass, Nette, Shantal, Chanel, Yj, Shijing, Trish & Xw. :)
Take care of yourselves when I'm away okay! :D I'll see y'all again when I come back. I'll see what I can bring back for you, esp Yj. Overdued kimchi ok? Haha! Love yoooooooooooooooooooou! :D
I. Will. Miss. You. The Most. Though I know you won't even think of me. Take care of yourself & remember never to overwork yourself.

I'd like to come home with lots of comments on the Haloscan & messages in my phone to read & reply! :D
Yay gotta go bye!

Cause I know that you're in between arms somewhere next to heartbeats

2006-11-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

April Thanks a lot love. You helped a little but I got worse when I went offline. Cried throughout the night. ):
Mary Haha it's damn early for me too ): I hate waking up early, seriously. Well, who doesn't! You take care too :)
Graceyeoh She's hell strong unlike this idiot, me. I wanna ask her a lot of things but I don't wanna rub against her wound. I know it has been tough on her trying to get over her dad's death. I'm calling you after I go offline, after the whole family sleep :D It's safer, yknow why? My sister would irritate me, my parents would come in & out of the room to check who I'm talking to. Ugh
Wenna Thanks, you take care too!
Amanda Hey mandaaaaa (:
Yifang I try la okay 'cos I'll be with tour so I don't know how much time I'm given to look for the aldum but I'd give it my best shot :)
Cam I just got countless cyber hugs & kisses from you :D -runs around you
Shuhui Okayokay I will :)
Alethia Hello!

Thanks for commenting!
(:

I'm not really in the mood but I just thought I'd blog & blah everything here & I'd feel better.

So I cried throughout the night over two unhappy issues. First was, ______ _____ __ ____ ________. Second was, I drove her away, again. Not the first time anyway but this time was different.

Got up at 11am, thinking it was 9 plus in the morning ): Rahhh so I went to washed up, watched teevee & had breakfast. Showered, teared a little & went to work. Didn't do much though. Just used the laptop, burn cds & made a video :D

Around three plus, Jason came & I left with Sally & Rhys to go to Rhys' school for PTM (: St Micheal's is so greeeeeeeeeen. After we're done, we walked over to United Square & ate Ben&Jerry's! :D Yumyum chocolate fudge brownie! -beams! Went to Toys'r'us, walked around. Sally wanted to buy the ATM machine for Nat but couldn't find. I still remember Sauyan just got it not long ago, don't know why cannot find. K then after that we went over to Novena Square. Walked around & went to Junior De Artist. Sally said she'll try getting me a part time job there! :D Yay then I can teach kids! (Kakaka when I run out of paitence, I'll just *bish* the kid. Wahahah! Nono, go buy another bag of paitence!) Left at 0630pm. I was so tempted to cab home, so tempted. I was already falling asleep when we were at Junior De Artist. But I don't wanna waste my money ): So I took train home. Thank God there were seats man.

And in the train, the woman beside me has got strong body odour like she hasn't scrubbed her armpits for years. The thing is, she keep lifting her hands up. -slaps forehead. The smell made my head worse. The girl in front of me was playing racing with her phone & her mouth wide open(I seriously hope flies fly in) & the damn racing sound is damn loud. She can't hear them 'cos she has her earphones on. The pregnant woman who has a kid with her is constantly talking loudly IN CHINESE like the fucking train only contains them. This guy has his ringtone like some fire alarm & it rings once in 5 minutes. Gosh it irritates me BAD! Wahkao this has to happen on a day when my iPod's battery goes reddddd ): Buay tahan(quoted from Xav-ie poo!).

Went home, & went straight to bed. Haha slept for awhile & went for dinner. Came home, watched a little of teevee & came online! :D Gonna go call Gracieeeeeeeeee :)

I'm leaving tmr, at 1am ):
& I'd like to come back with a lot of comments to read & reply ! :D
Maybe I'll blog again tmr. :)
Goodnight everyone!

I'm thinking it must be l♥ve.
<3.

Stay up all night & feel your heart beat close to mine

2006-11-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

Prunella Thanks a lot babes. I'm excited about XXX :) Yayness
April No problems honey (: I'm always here whenever you need me allright? [:
Graceyeoh No worries babe. I'm gonna be fine soon okay :) I've a lot to tell you!
Yifang I've printed the picture & it's in my luggage now :D Who knows, with such a genius like me, I'd find the album? :) Haha!
Jo Haha thanks :)
JoveneL Thanks a lot Jov. You made me feel a lot better la okay! :D Haha you look better in the photos than I did! More camwhoring sessions (: With Shar of course!
Mary Hey sexy!
Nat TSK YOU SUCK MORE OKAY ):
Ctee Omg Ctee I smack you ah! Haha happy panty :D

Thanks for commenting (:
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You're my sweet sweet thing on top of everything <3.
Thank you :)

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I read her, Mingxian's latest entry about her dad's 100th day of passing. My heart feels as though someone just cracked my ribs & squeezed my heart really tightly. I started crying, right up 'til now. She's really strong, unlike me. I don't know how to handle it, still.

I shouldn't affect everyone who's reading my blog with my feelings, uh huh & I should sound happy :D

Okay so I woke up today @ 0830am. Went back to sleep again & woke up @ 10am. Washed up, had breakfast & took a bus to Godma's place. Made a video there! She's gonna gimme her com, yayness. :D She said she doesn't need it. Zel & I surprised her with the cake & presents. Haha she knew we had something but not sure if her sixth sense was right. Yay didn't do much luh.

Met Sally at Kovan. Passed her the things & went walking around for awhile. Godma left after she got her stuff. Bought a pair of jeans! :D Satisfied! I've been looking for one. Went to Popular & Sally got her things. Left once she got her stuff. Went to the washroom before we left. Zel's ezlink card's at home so I got her a standard ticket. She was fucking singing throughout the whole time, gosh. Went to Popular & got Zel's books & went home. Skipped dinner & came online. No appetite.

I'm crying like a mad fool.
-looks @ April.

We were a love that everyone dreamt about.
You know.. I desperately want to tell you that I miss you. I am so afraid you'd run away, you wouldn't treat me the way you did yesterday. I wanna ask if what you said yesterday was from the bottom of your heart. Don't I always need you around? But this time I need you more than anything else. ): ): ):

No mood to blog anymore. I need to call someone now. Fuck

But you're gone & starting new beginnings.
<3.

My heart is shot full of holes from mistakes made in the past

2006-11-15T12:35:00.000+08:00

Cam Haha I love you too! :D
Alethia Thanks dearie :)
Yifang Haha I forget to print the picture yknow! Okay I know if I didn't manage to get it, you're gonna kill me for sure. So I better get it printed. Haha!
Michelle Ha thanks a lot (:
Graceyeoh Yeapyeap I'll text you before I go allright, & maybe I'll call you when I'm back? Hahah :) I'll see you once I'm back okay! Quick set a date with Phy first!
Wanyee Thanks a lot :) You cheer up too!
Mandy Hey thanks for dropping by. You take care :)
April Thanks a lot honey. I hope you like those songs!
Jo Yes I am :) Thanks a lot! Mm don't mind, leave your url allright :)
Rena Thanks love! (:

Thanks for commenting!
Thanks for all the cheering up, really sweet yes!

I wish I could have seen her leaving,
Wish I could have held her hand
I wish I could have seen her leaving,
Wish someone would understand
Merlene *asks doctor about Godpa's condition*
Doctor *shakes head*
): ): ):

It shot through my heart when I heard that from 2nd Aunt. She went to visit him in the hospital today & his condition didn't approve, it became worse. I wanted to tear so badly right that moment but I thought I had to be strong. 2nd Aunt cried & I was at a loss of words. I wanted so much to comfort her but I don't know how. Now Godpa could barely talk.. Godma cried her eyes out, now they look really swollen.

Godpa reprimands Godma all the time, for the tiniest thing on Earth. Not only on Godma though, on Keith too. But two nights ago, he asked Godma to go home with all of us so that she wouldn't be alone. I wasn't there to witness this but I heard it, & I felt so softened. He had never been so nice to her before. Keith went to 2nd Aunt's room when he came by for Allan's wedding two weekends ago. He saw this glass deco thingy & he really liked it. Godpa just went 'Go get it, ask Auntie where she get it then go get it la since you like it'. He's a man with big ego & damn MCP, like Grandpa. But he loves his wife & son.

Keith is the nicest son I've ever came across. 2nd Aunt asked if Godpa & Keith are close, & she said they are. Keith isn't his son. Godma was divorced with a child(Keith) & remarried to Godpa. Keith would make time for him. He'd spend his whole afternoon at home with his dad, just talk, have tea, enjoy each other's company & watch teevee. I envy that. Keith, a son, a man, a male. Right now, which son would do that?

I went to work yesterday. 2nd Uncle fetched Sally & I back. Dropped Sally @ Boon Keng & we went back to Jalan Songket. Watched Pearlyn's graduation disc. She looked really cute luh :) Val & Allan came back first. Natalyn did really well for her exams. 3 Band2, 1 Band1. Allan & Val went to see her teacher yesterday & her teacher just went 'Okay Nat. I have no complains about her but just one thing. She did really well this time & I am so impressed. Keep up the good work'. That sent the whole family smiling away, forgetting about what had happened last afternoon. Auntie Helen, Uncle Allan came, mom & dad came. Had dinner. Allan went for some PAP meeting after dinner. Auntie Helen, Uncle Allan & 2nd Uncle went to visit Godpa. Val, Dad, mom, 2nd Aunt & I sat at the living room. Talked 'til 2nd Uncle came back. Left after awhile.

Went home, showered & watched teevee. _ called at around 11plus going 12am. Told her everything & cried. Felt a little better so I went to sleep at 0130am.

Meeting Jovene in an hours' time. :) I hope that'd lighten me up a little.

I got Allan's wedding photos developed! Thanks to Pam :) K I'm going off, feeling kinda sick.

Thanks for loving me so much even though you don't get as much of loving back from me. I'm thankful to have you around.

Edited
Hello I'm back from shopping with Jovene :) It's spelt lovely all over. She made me feel a little lighter though at the back of my mind, that issue is still there.

Left the house @ 1pm. Took a train down to Dhoby Ghaut. Sat there & waited 'til around 0145pm then took a train down to Orchard. Saw Akina, Beatrice & her group of friends in the train! Miss Jovene Lim was late for 22minutes. Haha but she apologised! So it's okay :) Hah k then we went to Wisma. Walked around in Topshop, didn't get anything though. Jovene was looking for a tube. We walked over to Fareast. Stopped by at Lido's Mango. Walked around like idiots, up & down. Jovene finally decides to get the (very pretty I choose one hor) brown dress & black pumps! :D I've got the exact same one but mine is white. I like the red polka dots dress! I've been looking for it la okay. Oh Jov & I found a job but still waiting for them to call us. Age range is 18 & above but the salesgirl just wrote our names & contact number :) That salesgirl's really pretty!

After that we went to Cine. Saw NatLim @ Rocky's! Omg bitch I miss you la! Ate Kobayashi :D Yumyum. Sat there, talked & stuff. Someone came over to collect Surge@MoS tix from Jovene. I'm gonna help her sell the tix! :D Yay. Walked around after that, then went to Rocky's. Sat around, talked. Camwhored on the way to MRT :) That sweetie walked me to the train station! She could've taken a shorter route but she's nice! :D

K photos.

Oh & I think I saw Beatrice Ong & Regina Ng today.

Thanks Xav for being nicer to me & wanting to be there & three cyber hugs(Which are gonna be real the next time I meet you & readers are my witnesses) :D Next time when I need you, I will bu ke qi call you okay :) & I hereby promise you!(Readers, you're the witness) I'll make your 19th/20th/21st(even your 90th haha) birthday a best, most memorable, perfect & only-once-in-a-lifetime birthday for you. That is if you allow me to are the unspoken words floating in the air. K serious now, thanks a lot Xav. I'd crash your lectures if you allow me to :) Then I'd accompany you! Wahlau I tell you ah, tsktsk *shakes head* your day with me would be purrrrfect! Hahaha ay esp the one with the pretty lecturer! :D:D K alllll the best for your next test!
Thanks Cam for two cyber kisses & a cyber hug! Aw I feel so loved by you okay! :D

I texted _ while waiting for Jovene..
Me I will not be late anymore. I must try
She That's good. But I'll listen first. So when you're done with it, let me know.
Me Wei I'm serious! It shall be my new year resolution!
She Oh so it'll only start next year?
Me This yr I undergo training first then next year, I must be able to be on time :D K talk to you tonight, I know you're busy now.

Did I mentioned that Pearlyn Ang Lyn Ting was so sweetcuteadorable that day! She gave me a balloon flower & made me so happy!

Now it's by my bed now. I see it & I feel better. Oh & everybody I hereby announce that I forgave Xav already! She made me smile just now so I should just forgive her. Plus she had her punishment & she apologised about 3 times. She made me happy! So everyone, I'm forgiving! :D Haha.

P/s: Xavierlin, I want to see your pretty lecturer! :D
P/p/s: Jovenelim, we must camwhore again! I hope she calls us soon D:
P/p/p/s: Sharilyntan, there's bound to another time okay!
P/p/p/p/s: Have a great night everyone :)

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
I wish I was like these all the time.
God did you listen to my prayers? ):
Edited

I'll guard this heart of yours.
<3.

You act like nothing happened; like no one's heart is getting torn out from inside

2006-11-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

Prunella Haha thanks love! :D
JoveneL Hm Wednesday okay! I'll text you again to comfirm the time & place :D Yeh man, I kinda knew that she wouldn't come when she told me that she'll tell me agaihn. But it's okay luh. Maybe another time!
Graceyeoh Haha thank you!(Though I think I'm not pretty AT ALL) I'm leaving this Friday, 1am my dear! ): ): ): Why didn't your papers end earlierrrrrrrr! RAH!
Shuhui Huh I try la okay. I know SG have!
Natasha Haha thank you thank you!
Cam Blood will not pour from her eyes, her nose la! Haha!

Thanks for commenting!
(:

I wish there was something else that would make me feel better right now. Godpa got admitted into SGH last night & today, doctor discovered that another stroke is coming. I'm feeling scared. I haven't had enough time with him yet, I'm very scared. Godma cried over the phone when she talked to 2nd Aunt. I'm so scared. Merlene's working as a nurse in SGH so Sally called to ask her to double-check if it's true. She did & she said it is but not that bad yet & he'd be fine.

God I thought it must've been something wrong or bad that I've done that cause this heartache to lay here in my heart. Take all the good things I have in my life right now, any one of them(Which includes * & _), I'd trade them all for Godpa's health.

I don't know what to do now. I trembled upon hearing the news. On my way back to Aunt's place from work, I kept wondering 'What is it that I have done that caused this to happen? I hate to know that Godpa is suffering & because he is, Godma Laura suffers more. I need to repent.' I don't know.. I'm lost & I couldn't stop crying, my heart couldn't stop aching. I didn't have the appetite to eat either..

Dinner was quiet. All we could ever talk about was Godpa. It makes me feel even worse. Mom & dad just to SGH to visit him. I really hope everything goes well though ): ): ):

Morning was horrid. I woke up, went online. My maid called from Godma Sue's place saying that it's going to rain. So I went to bring the clothes in & close the windows, not fully though. After that, I went to shower & when I came out, the balcony was already flooding. Closed the windows tightly, took a cloth & cleaned up the place. Mom called & after we hang up, the electicity tripped(Is that how you call it?) & I called mom again. Fixed some stuff & okay, replied Val's mail. Dad came & he dropped me at Compass. Took a train & went to work. Busier today. Well, I like it better. Pearlyn was there to accompany me (: She really brighten up my day. Left @ 5pm, with Sally. That's when we found out about Godpa. Back to Aunt's place, showered & had dinner. Everyone rushed off to SGH. Dad drove us home & he left with Mom to the hospital.

Allan went to Suntec to see Mr President today & he was like, 'Ay.. How to tie tie ah?' & I gave him that Uh-I-don't-know look.

If you ripped something, I'd strongly suggest admit it. It's obvious, my dear. Don't act like you don't know it at all okay. Chillax Cam, I believe in Karma :)

Talking to Cam online right now. Thanks Ellis for the song!

Can't wait to meet Jovene this Wednesday!
Hopefully things would be better by then, then I'd be able to enjoy the day :)
K I'm off to watch teevee & deal with my eye, don't know what the fuck is wrong with it.

But emotions can't be put in reverse.
<3.

Someone please call a surgeon who can crack my ribs & repair this broken heart

2006-11-12T15:41:00.000+08:00

Alethia Uh huh I love the song! :D Thanks a lot babes!
Jasminek I am not busy okay! Haha I'm online & I think you're not ):
Shuhui Huh SG don't have? K I try to help you find okay!
Rena Thanks for the song babes! :D
JoveneL Too much but what to do? Sigh. Huh then I don't want already. I'll get the book on my own. Gimme the title k babes! :D
Brenda Haha thanks for the animation!
April No worries babes! :D Haha I hope you like those songs yeh!

Thanks for commenting!
(:

Cam, Brenda & I were talking on MSN together. There's another blogskinners outing but I won't be able to go 'cos I'll be in Korea ): & I probably wouldn't go even if I'm in Sg 'cos I'm like the oldest idiot there. Perhaps with Pru. Haha but no eyecandy luh!

Photosphotosphotos!
From the wedding (:

the others! :D
This was really long ago

Thanks Bren!
It's a animation, click on it! Blogger is crazier than I am

She's damn cute!

Buddy <3
You've gotta click on it to view, Blogger is MAD.

I just edited these two :)

I've been home the whole day & watching the clock go tick-tock. :D Talking to April now. I'm damn tired.

Last night I had a instinct that something bad gonna happen. I want to go home but 'cos of the instinct I had, I didn't want to. Then I thought, if that's what God has already planned for me, I should face it. I would have to face it sooner or later so I went home. Instead of something bad, I think it was good. I got most of the songs I wanted & _ finally called. : ) Though the talk wasn't long, though we didn't talk much but I thought it was good enough. At least.. At least I get to hear her & she get to hear me for ~~merely~~ 15 minutes. I shan't complain.

I'll go do something else to make myself feel better.

A pale smile struggles behind tears.
<3.

Think of me tonight, I'm counting the days until you come home

2006-11-11T20:14:00.000+08:00

Cam; Hahah (: We're talking on MSN now but uh kinda silent. :/
Puayleng; Hello!
Graceyeoh; Haha allright I guess I'll text you :D
Brenda; Omg Brenda ahhaha! :D
Jyi; Haha & I'd smile back at you! :D :D :D
Mary; Haha yeah man! :D

Thanks for commenting!
(:

I'd like to buy you flowers everyday
Make everyday a holiday
Carry on & on & on about you & the things you do
I desperately need songs.
~~Lionel Richie's Angel~~ (Thanks to Serene!)
Christian Bautista's Completely
~~Fergie's Fergalicious~~(Thanks to Alethia!)
~~Jessica Simpson's I Belong To Me~~(Thanks to Alethia!)
Danity Kane's Show Stoppers
~~Evonne & Alicia's Pei Ni Deng Tian Liang~~ (Video) (Thanks Ellis!)
Evan Yo's Wo Ke Yi (Video)
~~Fan Yi Chen's Love Story~~ (I'm smart enough to find it!)

Ahaha thanks Serene Soo Peiying (I hope I got your name right)! :D & thanks to Ellis Yip! :D She found the video links for me & the songs download link. Omg thanks a lot okay! :D Alethia sent the other two songs to me (:

K Friday. I didn't go out with Xav in the end. Period. You wanna know what happened? Ha-ha-ha. Maybe you can try asking me & perhaps I'd tell you :) Called Jovenelimwansi. I love you hell a lot okay, thanks for accompanying me! & I want your book! :D Met up with Yifang & Shuhui instead. Ranted like fuck to them @ Fareast & ate Chicken Rice :D Talked a lot though! Haha left after that.

Met mom & Zel at Dhoby Ghaut platform. Took a train down to Vivo & met Sally on the train by chance! Hahha :D Met Godma & Rhys. Went down to Banquet, dad came. Had dinner but I didn't eat. Went to Candy Empire after that. Godma bought Zel & Rhys chocolates. :) Went to Winter Time & bought clothings! Hahah :D Spent like a thousand there I think! Haha. Then after that, we went to Aunt's place to sort out the things left. Went home, showered. Dad ordered pizza for us! Ate, watched teevee, played game(HAHA) & slept :D

Today! Did nothing much though. Breakfast with the family at Ang Mo Kio in the morning & went to Aunt Shirley's place. stayed there 'til around 8pm & went home! Showered & ta-dah! Online :D

She's so cute, honestly. She loves to camwhore like I do :D Haha she even wanted to take video! I did but my memory card didn't have enough space so I deleted it. I tied her hair for her! Haha :D She performed in school though :) I wonder how she'd look like. Gran went & she said she looks awfully adorable! :D I can't wait to view the photos.

Talking about photos, Pam uploaded all the photos already :) Shall go take a look now & I'll probably upload everything again the next time I blog or something :)

One more week & I'm going off to Korea. ): I'd miss blogging(It's a passion, remember?), teevee, radio, Gran, my maid, closer relatives, & esp my girls! :D

I miss you :) & if you're not gonna talk to me, I'm warning you Darl, I'm leaving in a weeks' time. Hur!

K I'm going off now. Gonna go look @ the photos! :D

And late night calls are only daylight souvenirs.
<3.

Your lies are getting old & they've become much bigger

2006-11-10T11:12:00.000+08:00

Rena; It's so easy to say la okay ): Haha! Find me someone like my cousin luh.
Grace; Yes I love Joanie! I don't know who's Yuhan either but I pity that girl, whoever she is. Damn poor thing. Hahah. I sawit quite some time ago! :D OMG GRACE I CAN'T CONTENT THE EXCITEMENT!
Cam; Haha you mean the one in strips? Uh I got it from Tampines Mall Isetan. I forgot what's the name though. It's uhhhhhhh around The Box area (: They got damn pretty dresses!!
Sauyan; Hello! Lovelove, you take care too!
JoveneL; Hahah why suddenly wanna talk to me on the phone! Hahah I know my voice very sexy okay. You can call me anytime yeh! :D

Thanks for commenting (:
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I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
Happy birthday to ChanelBestaye!!
Happy birthday to Jace!!
Happy birthday to Shangari!!
Happy birhtday to Xavier!!
May all your wishes & dreams come true, lovelies :) Love you all so many!

Kill me now, 'cos I can't content the happiness & excitement in me.

Really short post though 'cos I know I wouldn't be able to update later on when I come home so here it is! I did no editings to the last picture :D Looks nice right! I don't know what did I do okay.

I just sent Gran home (: Bought her out for lunch & bought her some food so that she won't go hungry later on. I paid for everything tday & I'm proud of it. I love my Gran! :D So okay I'm waiting for time to past now 'cos I'm meeting Xav only @ 3pm ): K i know she stays damn far so it takes time &I think I'm gonna be late. Haha like what _ says, "What's new man?" Yeh I'm always late okay. Ahhh I'll go talk to Camelia now :) That girl's damn cute luh!

http://www.christianbautista.org/musicplayer.html#
Go listen to Completely. It's damn nice :) Actually all of his songs are damn nice.

Screw hello, you had me at goodbye.
<3.

I left some words quite far from here to be a short reminder

2006-11-09T10:44:00.000+08:00

April; Haha LJ's kinda my private blog but ugh I don't know how to change to friends only! Haha.
Jyi; Yeh not only you. I can be like that too. :D Haha!
YuHan Hate Club; Okay this is weird. I tried mailing you but failed. Hopefully you'd be able to see this. Uhhh I wanna ask, why'd y'all hate her? Haha is she that ugly!
Joyce; I don't have school anymore! Haha it's been a month since I last went to school. My hols started since 6th last month! I miss my classmates too (:
Prunella; I am now & you're not ):
Rena; Haha hello babes :)

Thanks for commenting!
(:

I'm sitting under falling stars.
Do you miss me where you are?
I'm making plans to be with you.
But have they come unglued?
What am I do to without you?
Yesterday was.. I'll let pictures do the talking.

Went back around 8pm, didn't feel good so went back with Yj & Trish. We had a real nice talk. Three idiots sitting on the floor, in the train. Haha. Everyone was looking at us but we couldn't be more bothered. Got to Sengkang, sat around @ Compass Heights. Our used-to-be fav hangout place! Haha (: Sat there 'til around 0845pm & went home.

Trish was nice luh. She said she'd call me after she had seen her PO, around 11 in the morning. So okay, she really called la. Haha, but I'm damn lazy to go out. :/ I didn't even go to work please. Hahah! I'll see how. I planned to accompany mummy for lunch tday, heh. I want to eat Sakae! :D

People change, unknowingly.
I knew that long ago but yesterday, it just hit on me again.
& I don't quite like the fact that yeh, people do change. I don't like the new change. I hope it's temporary though. Oh well. I'm not in the right position to have any say so yeh. Sigh.

I was mailing Allan & I think he noticed my signature. & he said this,
BTW, you broken heart meh ????? I can help you if you have any problem!!!! If not, Valerie will surely be able to !!!! Dun keep too many things within yourself.......no good......

(:
My selfish cousin cares! Actually I quite like him. He'd be the kind that I'd turn straight for. :)

Yay mummy just called. I'm gonna go have lunch with her now. Ah I want Daddy to come but I think he's busy luh ): ): ): K nevermind, toodles! I'll probably blog again later.

And your selfishness will get the best of you./
<3.

Don't promise me the world when you know you can't deliver

2006-11-08T15:56:00.000+08:00

Varron; Linked! Haha thanks :)
Cam; Thanks! :D
Graceyeoh; She was in the newspaper yknow. The Urban, every Thursday. Few weeks back if i didn't remember wrongly. I hate her la okay, I want Joanie to win. She's so much better.
Fiona; Hi. Uh it's from bugis & it's about 39bucks if I didn't remember wrongly. Thanks for the suggestion but without you telling me, I am already doing it. :)
Ning; Ahhhhh I miss you too!! ):
April; Mm thanks! How much is your budget? Bugis got a lot! Very pretty ones (: Topshop, Forever21, Warehouse, Karen Milen, Daniel Yam, BCBG & perhaps Song+Kelly. Yeh you can try these :) Haha okay I will (: Love you too!
Jyi; Aiyo very easy one leh! Hahaha you ah!
Camii; Haha aw my new fan :) You take care too allright! -Hugs!
Ctee; Haha thanks! :D Yay I thought of changing to LJ too.

Thanks for commenting!
(:

Where do I go from here
What do I do without you
All I can do is dream
And try to hold onto memories of me and you

Tagboard don't work anymore. Joel's tagboard just died. Haha I changed it into Cbox for him (: & he happily went offline without telling me. Nevermind! (:

&amp;amp; I'm dedicating this whole post to Sassy. :)

Sweetest sixteen, SassyLMK!
May all your wishes & dreams come true dear (: Four years &amp;amp; I still love you like how I did four years back :) Big hugs! No big celebration this year but I hope you'd still enjoy yourself later allright? We love you Sass!

Remember I told you, I'm always here & whenever you need me, I never turned my back on you?

Remember GALS?
Glynis Always Love Sassy. :)

Remember SanBahs? We had fun, didn't we?
I won't forget the times we had, yknow.
Remember last year?

Remember when we wrapped up your bag with newspaper & you had to open it up @ Cine?

Remember when we had so much to say after a long holiday! Haha a day was never enough for us to catch up!
Remember when you cabbed down to SP with me just to apologise to my someone special? Remember when you went all the way down to CCK with me just for a present for my someone special?
Remember when you need someone to bring you away so that you can hide away from E*, I always helped you! Haha just like how you always help me to run away from S*
Remember when you cried so bad, I was on the phone with you?
Remember this was one of my favourite photos with you?

Ah I love you with all my heart & soul, hands & feet, fingers & toes! :D

Meeting Nette @ 4pm! Yayness. :) Gotta go prepare now! Toodles!

The summer's gone & so are you./
<3.

I think with my heart, & I want you here with me

2006-11-07T14:21:00.000+08:00

Prunella; 18th this month my dear (: I'll miss you tooooo!
123; Mm just upload the pictures into Photobucket, check all the photos you want & go right below the page & there's the link that says HTML something. Yeh just click on it (: They'll show you the codes then. I hope this helps you (: Don't mind, leave your name & if possible. (:
fe; Haha that's great. Don't mind, leave your name & if possible. (:
Zhiying; Haha allright. :)
Shuhui; Haha it's okay! :D
Cam; Haha I won't forget you la okay!
Passerby; Honestly, I can't be bothered with who you are (:
Caroline; Miss you!
Stargirl; Smart, right? I know.
(: ; If you can't stand flab people, get out & goodbye.
Graceyeoh; Thanks Grace. Why give them our attention man, waste my time :)
Jyi; Okay I saw it already! Hahah Flashbox is slow luh. Why don't wanna change to Haloscan?
Maybelle; Hellowello Maybelle! :D
Rena; Haha don't worry babes :) Just like how you're always here for me! Haha love you too! T'care (:
NatLim; I'm online but you're sleeping! Haha
Chesna; I just did but I guess you're sleeping uh.
Prunella; Hey pru, thanks :)

Thanks for commenting (:
17 comments -faints

You know, you know I'd do anything I can
& you know, you know I'm a sucker for your smile
I am so frikkin' pissed.
1) Mum asked my maid to clear my drawers. I know they're messy but at least I know where I kept my things. & I hate people to mess up my stuff like that.
2) Godma called & asked me if I wanna visit Godpa in the hospital. GAWD I'M SCARED OF HOSPITAL OKAY. & now I don't know how to reject her. I can hardly stay at home & rest, why won't you let me? ):
I've been screaming since 10am.

This is gonna be a long entry, so please bear with me (:

Okay the wedding was great. I've never been this tired before. Pam didn't upload all the pictures so I guess I'll just put up whatever she has here :)

Sally & Jason!

Bride, Groom, Auntie Helen, 2nd Aunt & Uncle!

With Pearlyn (:

Zel, Shufen, Jon, Pearlyn!

America's Aunt!

The family.
(I look horrid)

Their family (:

Auntie Sally, Bride, Groom & Fredddd

(:

The bridal carrrrr

Val you're so pretty!

Haha pole-dacing!!

The flowers are damn pretty.

There you go :)

So I woke up @ 530am on Sunday. Got ready & Jon came over to pick me up with Shufen & Pam. We were terribly late though, ahah three cars @ Allan's place waiting for one, ours. Hahah. Got there & we all set off to Lengkor, Val's place. Those Ah Yees over at Val's place were so damn evil. First angbao was $9898 & second one was $300. Allan wanted to give more but Shufen didn't allowed him to. They gave Uncle Arnold & Uncle Chow Cher lime juice & orange juice, two herbal drink & two wasabi biscuits! Allan ate half of it okay. &&& they made Allan dance. Pole-danced! Hahaha I've got a video of it but it's with Pam :/ Ugh nevermind. I'll upload it asap. It's damn funny :D

So after that we went back to Aunt's place. Tea session, Val changed & back to Lengkor for tea session. It's damn funny luh. I'll get one set of photos taken by the photographers from Allan. Then I'll post them up here :) After the tea session, we went back to Aunt's place to get our stuff. Jon drove us back to his place, got their stuff & we went off to Fullerton. I've got pictures of it, AHHHH WITH PAM! ): Ordered room service! Haha the food sucks & the room is small. Honestly, Fullerton isn't that fantastic after all. We went into the room & all of us were like Chey! Like that only. Allan's room was lovely but still small, though it's double level.

Jon slept, Pam, Shufen & I lied down on the bed & talked. Pearlyn & Nat, frankly, I know they two aren't happy at all. Pearlyn's very strong. She's only 5 but she knows that her daddy's attention for her will go away once they get married. When they asked her to move aside, 'cos they wanted to take photos, strong emotions welled up. She wanted to cry so badly, so that Allan would give her her desired attention but she didn't. She was strong, she held back the tears. I felt like crying when I saw that. She's only 5, how sensible can she get? Honestly, the fault is partly the couples'. Natalyn was like They get married, good also what.. Then I am free.. when we asked if she was happy. Free bcause no one would bother about her anymore, so she could do whatever she wants. I feel the pain for her. ): ): ):

Got ready @ 4plus. Did my hair & make up. Went down @ 5plus. Got my list, sat at the reception. Merlene & Pam came later on. People started coming in, & some unhappy stuff happened. Went into the toilet & cried like mad. Came out, Shufen asked if I'm okay. I refused to tell her what happened & sat down. Until around 8plus, we cleared the table & went in. (: The ballroom's really pretty! Heh ate & took a lot of photos! After the dinner, the whole family took photos (: Yay! Went up to the room, got my stuff. Rhys weren't feeling well. Sally was fuming mad. Godpa got admitted into SGH. ): ): ): Left the hotel @ around 12am.

Keith(Godpa's son & Val's make up artisite) was lost. His parents went to the hospital. He couldn't find where's the car. Dad found it & tried looking for him everywhere then finally he's found. He had that thankful look on his face while dad drove away (: I kinda like him though he's a little.. gay. But ohwell, he clicks well with also everyone in the family. He's rather sticky to his mom(Godma!) though. (:

I went home, washed up, changed into pjs & slept straight away. That was around 12am. & the moment I open up my eyes & check the time, it's already 12noon. Gosh I can't imagine I actually slept for 12hours just like that. Stayed home the whole day. Went to Aunt's place for dinner. America's Aunt came (: with her son, Fred Walker (: How lovely. :D I've got a ang-moh cousin! But he's rather unfriendly. He doesn't talk much though. Uncle Allan(Not the same Allan) can play the guitar really well! Haha. Fred can play too but not the same guitar (: Went home around 9pm. Watched teevee & ANTM! I can't wait for Jade to get out of the compeition la okay, really hate her to the max.

Just edited this (:

Ah Woman Of the House! I love this show.
The little so cute luh (:

Shufen's new pumps!
4inches high!

Pearlyn's work. Haha

The little girl

Neh the sketching thing!

K random

Omg so cute!

I really like this la okay, damn pretty!

Right the above are from my phone. I'm talking to Pru on MSN now.
I'm gonna go rest. Helping Ctee with her LJ :)

I love it when you fall asleep on me./
<3.

A sudden rush kicks in, takes control of everything

2006-11-04T16:25:00.000+08:00

Prunella; Haha thanks babes!! :D Love youuuuu (:
Camelia; Awww I'd love to darling. *blushblushblush* Haha you're damn cute luh.
Zhiying; Hey, haha how did you manage to get here anyway!
Mary; Latest I came home was 3plus going 4am! Hahah
Shuhui; We're talking online right now! :D
Fe; Uh yuh, passive. Mm do I know you? If you're here to discriminate then I suggest you click the X above (:

Thanks for commenting.
(:

I can't please everybody all the time
so right now all I wanted to was make you mine

Yay hohoho. I just got home from my mani/pedi appointment (:
Got dinner later tonight (:

Last night, dad bought us all to Tampines Mall for dinner. Crystal Jadeeee :) Yumyum. Walked around after that. Bought a new top (: Heh heh heh thanks Mama. Left after awhile 'cos everyone isn't feeling well. So we got home, watched the 9pm show! Yay I liked the ending (: Meiya deserves it luh okay. Ahh I hope the next show's gonna be nice too. Though I know I'm gonna miss it half the time :/ Hahah. Called on the phone 'til around 2am, hung up & texted instead. Slept @ around 0315am.

Woke up at 11am today. Showered & everything, dad drove us down to Mandarin Hotel. Went to Forest + Tress. :D I love the place. I wanted to take a picture of it but I left my phone at home so yeh : / Wasted luh. The place is damn nice. They just opened today :) Hahah did my nails & dad came over to fetch us later on @ 3plus. Now we're homehomehome (:

K I'm talking to Prunella on MSN now (: Heh Jann Arden's Insensitive is lovely. I like Lionel Richie's Angel!! But no one has it & I can't d/l songs anymore ): Yeaaaaaap & I won't be blogging tmr & perhaps Monday. So miss me everyone (: Say you would, I know you would :D :D -beams to the max. Hahah Gotta be at Allan's place early in the morning 0630am!! Tian ah, with my make up & hair done. Leaving the place @ 7am to pick Val. Shaaaaats, I gotta sleep early. &&I'll be singing during the wedding :/ Ahhh the Lion King's song I think, Can you Feel The Love Tonight? Yeap. The kids will sing the front part while I will sing one part on my own. Hoesntly, scary :/ But well, Val said there'd be a rehearsel @ 5pm. So I gotta rush to Fullerton with my clothes, make up & stuff there. Tmr's gonna be a goddamn busy day. ): but I like! :D:D Oh & I won't be blogging on Monday 'cos I won't be home. Staying in Fullerton Hotel for a night with Pam, Shufen & Jon!! Yay :D

Say you'd miss me, I know you would :D
My comment box is just right there -points
Yeh I know, skin thick like elephant. :X

Omg okay, pictures another time when I ain't rushing okay. 'Cos Zel's like kaopehing(Supa gay) like nobody's business. Ugh k bye everyone (: Keep commenting okayyyyyyyyy!

And this is wonderful as loving goes./
<3.

Walk a mile in her shoes & tell me what it's like to be hooked

2006-11-03T17:55:00.000+08:00

Graceyeoh; Haha that's what opne of my friend always say! We were in town & they were giving out flyers but we didn't wanna take so we just said no thanks, smiled & walked away while that friend & her gf took luh. Then she came to us "Why y'all never talk!! Yknow giving out flyers very xing ku or not! Next time see must take okay!" Haha then we were like o.O OKAYOKAY WE TAKE WE TAKE! Then her gf just shruged her shoulders & turned away. Hahaha! She knows it's tough giving out flyers 'cos she has done it before. HAHAHAHA. The rest is in your Haloscan yes (:
Rena; Love her songs man (: Hahah.
Laura; You're always changing your name each time you post uh.

Thanks for commenting
(:

You wrote the book on silent eyes
And I wrote this song to say goodbye
Ohwell. Came home @ 1130pm last night. Dead beat, I tell you. Watched teevee & slept @ around 12plus. _ called @ around 1am so we talked for awhile, hung up & texted instead. Sigh fell back asleep after awhile.

Val's cousin's place is a condo around Bukit Batok area, very near YISS :) The condo is damn nice! I realised all Val's relatives calls her Baby. Haha then when we were in the car, I asked her why & she said it's because she's the youngest in the family so everyone calls her Baby. Even her niece calls her Baby yi! So cute luh.

Well, so I went to meet Godma just now. Heh bought hairdye! Went to her place & did my hair. Love it, totally. If not I'm not in a rush, I'd upload those photos but daddy's back & he wants to bring us out for dinner ): Nevermind. I'll probably upload them tmr. Can't really see the colour I think. My camera doesn't have battery & I forgot to charge them so I'm using my phone. Maybe I'll use my camera after I've charged them tonight. Okay back to hair. So she dyed my hair, talked a lot. Then she helped me style a little here & there then she drove me home @ around 5plus.

Right so now we're going for dinner. Not in my best of moods though. I miss _ & she definitely doesn't know it, won't know it & won't believe it so yeh.

PrunellaOng, I love you manymanymanymany & I thank God for you. Don't be like !@#@# okay, please don't. Go listen to Joey's Stay The Same. Rahhhhhhhhh ):

~~My words fell on deaf ears, don't they?~~
I like the way you make me smile every night before we go to sleep.
I like the way you go around telling people about me.

But the only thing different is the way I feel about you./
<3.

You've got passion, but are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?

2006-11-02T14:47:00.000+08:00

Jyi; Hey back to you Twin! :D
Graceyeoh; Ah I shall try that next time. My dad said I should have shouted molest :/ Hahah! I always kena from such things okay! Few years back, my friends & I, we went to Heeren & some guy asked all of us to fork out 2bucks for a donation which is like 10buck. So just nice, 5 of us add up tgr, it's 10bucks what. But we really don't want luh, 'cos we're already sort of money, you see. We wanted to leave but he blocked us! Grrr.. & we were with this friend who's 2 years older than us luh. So we called her& she came down(She tho0ught that we were following her behind but we got stopped by that guy). She just went 'What!?' with that wanna fight ah?! look. We told her, then she stared hard at the guy, diao him & left. He was scared luh! ahah his expression was like o.o HAHAHAHA.
Kriss; Heyheyhey Kriss!! :D
Prunella; Read it, in your conmment box okay dear!
JoveneL; Chillax sister! Haha I'm talking to you online nowwww :)

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I watched the sun come up this morning
But the sun has changed
'Cause it doesn't shine as bright without you here
I wish you were sitting by me
You've been gone a little while
But it's been so long since I got to see your smile

Right I'm in the office now, using Val's laptop. She came down again so means, I've got company &&& we're going out later on. Meeting her cousin/nephew to make the slideshows for her wedding (: Uh huh & before that, i'm gonna go meet Pearlyn's teacher for PTM :/ Hahah 'cos Allan can't make it. Sally asked me to go & tell the teahcer I am the sister 'cos we're kinda alike :/ Hahahahaha. We'll see if her teacher buys my story (:

I woke up @ 830am this morning to bring Zel home from school again. Mom didn't even tell me last night. Ugh ): Slept @ 2 plus last night. ): ): Sigh. Last night was bad, really bad. I made mistakes. I made unforgivable mistakes.

I really am sorry. I don't know how to describe this remorse I have in me but I am truly sorry for whatever I've said, whatever I've done to you to hurt you. I am regretful for what i said ok ): I told you to stop texting me 'cos I don't want to bomb your bills again, I know you're having a hard time trying to pay up. It's not that I don't wanna talk to you ): I told you a lot yesterday. Really a lot. Yeh we taloked a lot every night but last night was exceptional. I told you how I felt, didn't I? & if you didn't realised, I don't always tell you how I feel inside. I didn't mean to label you as *** ): ): I really didn't mean it. I just.. :/ didn't think before I speak. 'Cos that's what my friends & I always say.. :/ I am sorry hons, really sorry. It's not that I don't wanna text you in the morning. But because I know that your cell's message alert would wake you up & I wouldn't wanna wake you up so early. ): Andandand, I am sorry for not taking initiative to text you first instead.

AHHHHH I AM SORRY ): ): ):

I am still so addicted to this song. (: (: (:

Okay I am leaving the office in awhile so I better log out right now. Mm I'll probably blog again later if I have the time when I get home tonight (:

My ass hurts. The damn chair that I am sitting on is so.. hard :/ Hahah I should sit on the sofa man. Ughhhhhhhh. Mm I'll go bloghaopping nowwww (: Bye toodlessss!

But I wish you were my shadow./
<3.

Nobody here can live forever, quiet in the grasp of dusk & summer

2006-11-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

Prunella; I hope Art was easy for you yes. (: Don't worry, we'll talk when you're done revising!
Puayleng; You too dearie (:
Graceyeoh; Haha I would but edit the comment okay. 'Cos I'd put like "Accept this comment" something like that so you just remove that part :)
April; Haha yes dear! yourself too (:
Mary; Haha happy halloween back to you!
Ctee; Light blonde. :/ Doesn't look like laaaaa ): I need to re-dye it again.

Thanks for commenting
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Come home, now that you're gone
I've finally realized that you were the best
Come home, I won't forget the times that we had
I'm wishing that you weren't a part of my past
I am extremely burned out.

Yesterday. Met Sass & Yj @ Hougang Mall. Took prints (: We do this once in every one to two months, yay. I know I know, prints are so lian-ish & so yesterday. But hm, it makes us happy :) Sass & Yj took the sketched one though. I took a picture of it in my phone but my phone's charging now so I'll probably upload them when it's done charging & I am still online & not lazy :)

After that, we took a cab to Serangoon Garden. Ate chicken rice! :D Sass was so super hungry that she ate teo bowls of rice. Haha. Went Fantasie after that. Sangsangsang until Tricia's friend came in. Tricia, Serene &Shermin came awhile later. Pool-ed with Yj & Sass, Tricia & I won! :D Hahah some nonsense happened & made Sass & Yj mad as hell. I felt really sick after that so I decided to head home first. Only if I remember to bring my inhaler out. Grrrr.. Cabbed back home, washed up & off to the com. (: Blogged a little(yesterday's entry) & off to watch teevee. Slept @ 1255am. Woke up again @ 0149am, talked 'til 0226am & slept again.

& today I woke up at 1015am. Damn late. But still, wasted time around the house before I go to work. Watched some teevee :) So I texted the office an hour later & told them that I just woke up so I'd be in late :D Jovene texted & called me while I was on my way. Lovely way to start the day. Love you BGF (: Oh & I saw Dale, Birdie & some girl in the train! So I got there at 1230pm & someone approached me, talked to me about health check-ups. Some nonsense that I'd never be interested in at this age. Hello mister, I am only 16. This is one man that is in need of a slap right in the face. Gosh, he wasted my thirty-precious-minutes! I walked off quickly with anger burning within me & arrived at office around 1pm :/ Val popped by & Pearlyn came too 'cos she didn't go to school. Yay I had company today in office! :D We went over to Auntie Winnie's office. Sat around & talked! :D Left early tday 'cos there's absolutely nothing for me to do. Left at around.. 0530pm (: Took a train back home & saw two girls from our school & Wenna! :D But she didn't see me, I think. I was busy reading also luh. Heh. Went to the bank when I got to Compass & reached home around 7pm. Ate a little, showered & ta-dah! I am here :)

Allan just sent me his wedding photos & I am so excited. :D :D && he found a program(I am not gonna share the name of it unless you ask & I'll see if I wanna give it to you :D) that makes pretty slideshows! Haha I am waiting for him to buy the program 'cos I don't wanna download the trial. :/ Haha I love it la okay. I saw the slideshow today. Damn prettttty!

I've got something to share but I need to log out already. I am off to do something I need to do. Not gonna mention what, heh heh heh :) Work again tmr & I am kinda looking forward :D I don't know why. Hmm. Oh obviously not the waking up early part luh. Rahhh I am out!

Toodles!
Goodnight everyone!

I was a razor & you were a straight line./
<3.

'Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten

2006-10-31T13:09:00.000+08:00

Joyce; Haha thanks darling. You're sucha sweetie :) You made me feel better anyway. Hugs!
Mandy; Lovelove (:
Yifang; Can't be bothered. They're making us famous so who cares? (:
Chesna; Haha in other words, I am spoiling my hair :/ Haha!

Thanks for commenting (:
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When water won't do a thing to
bring you back then I will save you.
Even if it sends me to heaven, I'd still save you

It's on repeat. :)

K right so I went to Yj's house after I blogged yesterday. Uhhh I was late so I texted Yj for directions & took a cab down instead. The happy couple make me so confused, I swear. They had forgotten that Glyn isn't a Hougang person, she is a Sengkang person! Mm so I got there, waited for them. Watched teevee & dyed my hair first. Bloodyhell, Yj kept whining & complaining luh. But anyway thanks you both :) If not I won't have this nice ~~uneven cum brown-not-brown~~ hair. So I stayed around 'til 5pm & took a bus home. I almost fell asleep on the bus by the way. Tsk.

Fetched Zel home again just now. Supposed to leave home @ 915am but I only wake up @ 915 :/ Haha lazed around 'til 930 then I went to wash up. Waited for cab but no avail so, I took 119 instead. Down to her school, signed the damn form, waited for bus & went home!

Plans for today!
1) Fetch(ed) Zel
2) Stay home, blog while waiting for time to pass (Doing so right now!)
3) Meet Sass 130pm, Hougang Mall. (Taking prints!)
4) Take bus down to Serangoon
5) Fantasy 'til 8pm :) (Yay drinksingdrinksing)
P/s: I hope no one gets drunk & make a mess of the place today ):
6) Supper, home!
7) I don't know if.. :/ Nevermind. I'll watch my shows 'til I fall asleep.

I'm sorry. But I'm afraid. I am really sorry. And I don't want you to wait, I hate to hurt you. Because you already know it's pointless, it's hopeless. Whether it's a Yes or a No, you know it better than anyone else. You know ______ still lays here, her presense still lingers here. You know it, you knew it all along& you know it better than anyone else. You were there the countless times I bawl in pain, you were there when I wanted to stab myself so bad to make pain subside. You were there, you made me feel better throughout all these times. I won't forget them, neither will I forget you. You've become an important part of me but I need to let you go. You're essential in my life, but I need to let go of you.

I am really sorry but I am letting go.. of you, of us.

K i gotta rush, bye! :D
I'll blog tmr or something :)

(Edited)
Best of luck to all 'O'level takers! :D
Let me see.. Adel, Alyssa, Al-lene(Twinnie!), Ally, Amanda(DarhL!), Anne(Gf, misses!) Cecilia, Clarence(Bro!), Debbbbbra, Eliza(Babes, much misses!), Grace(Love you GB), Gough, HazelT, HazelS, Jace, Jasmine, Jinman, Jo Ann(Yeapyyeapyeap!) Juliet(Juljul!!), Kelly, Kriss, Leisha Louise(Bestieee), LydiaL, LynetteS, LynneC, Mainey, Nicole, Prunella(Babessss), Rina, Ruixin, Sherina(Babyeeee, remember?), Sheryl, Victoria, Xiaowei, Yarhui, Zaeron.
God, bless all those who are taking their O's, especially those names mentioned above. Be with them, guide them, be next to them, Lord. Go through this tough crisis with them, give them the strength to strive. I pray this in the name of Jesus, Amen.

I'll blog tmr. Ahaha, damn tired luh. I'll go watch teevee & wait for _ to call. Rahh I reek of cigarettes & alcohol! There's work tmrrr ): Damn lazy luh. But I think tmr office's gonna be busier for me 'cos boss is back from his Shanghai trip. Yay! Okayokay I'll blog tmr (: Yay goodnight loveliesssssss. I hope y'all had a great day yes! :D
(Edited)

The love letters that lead to bliss./
<3.

Say you love me & suffocate me with a kiss

2006-10-30T12:20:00.000+08:00

Pru; Ah I miss you too! Hahah (: When I'm back from Korea okay, we'll have fun together! :D 6more days after you finish your O's & I'll fly home! && we go butch/guy watching :D:D Hahahahaha! I love you so babes!
Graceyeoh; Hahah great! :D Nice advice ay (: Mm how was your paper tday then!

Thanks for commenting(:
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Who cares if we're apart for the big days
It's the small ones that made me fall in love with you

Yay I've got 5 minutes to blog before I go off to dye my hair @ Yj's place (:

Woke up @ 8am this morning. Whined fuck lot before I woke up. Bloody tired. Slept @ 2am last night. Hung up @ 1am, then watched my show 'til 2am then I slept. So I got ready in the morning. Left the house @ 915am, took 119 to Zel's school. Pfft bloody security guard didn't let me in. So okay I pressed the intercom like a million times then he finally went "Just push the door! Just push the door! Ah push!", like a nurse in the delivery room. :/ Signed the bloody form with three people calling at the same time & like two messages to reply. Fucking pissed, I kept screaming on my way out. Took a bus back, Zel & my maid alighted @ Godma's place while I went straight home.

So yeh, comfy @ home now :) Leaving the house once I published this, off the bloody com, close the windows & BYE. :D

http://cbox.ws/?i=93571
Go click on 'Older messages' & browse for the name 13
Okay some fucking assholes went to Museum of Twits & published my url in the Cbox & said "fake". Thanks a lot, you're making me famous. (: You think I give a fucking damn? No. :D

Allrighty gotta go!
Goodbye blackbrown hair!
Lightblondelightblondelightblonde :D

I'll blog again if I have the time (:
Love y'all, keep commenting okay.

Don't let me die of broken hearts disease./
<3.

Because a part of you will die, along with me

2006-10-29T19:18:00.000+08:00

Michelle; Haha thanks. Alllright then :) Enjoy the holidays!
Teresa; You saw me, did you? Were you on the phone & waved?
Graceyeoh; I don't know if I still wanna go on a long hiatus though. Maybe I wouldn't blog on a daily basis anymore, like in the past. But I'll try my bestest to blog luh. :/ Aiyaaaaa I don't know. Love you too :)
Brenda; Heh love you too babes!
Dale; Idiot, I won't miss you anymore ok Dale.
L; Mm I changed the codes in Haloscan.
Kidd; Yeah la yeah la whatever la okay.

Thanks for commenting!
(:

Nothing's ever worth all the pain I always cause.
I do the dumbest things then try to win back your applause.
I plead, I cry, You said goodbye.
Last night, I slept @ 230am! Haha got off the com & called _ :) Then we talked 'til 230am. Texted after that & went off to sleep. Woke up @ 1130am. Zel was really cute la. She wrote a note for me "Dearest sister I left the computer on for you! (draws heart)grizel" on a Post-It.

So Bestfriend came over. Talked & stuff. Maid cooked for her, ate & she went off after we surfed the net for awhile. (:

I hate you, & you. I feel like screaming right in your face, ask you both to shut the hell up. I don't need you to teach me how to live my life. Don't give me such attitude, I have my own. I find you two so damn annoying. If only I can shut you up. Yeh I sit here all day because I wanna grow fucking fatter than the way I am right now. Yeh I want I fucking want it this way. I'm staying home because, I wanna find peace in my lovely Sunday. Because I need to rest. Because I need to clear my mind. Because I need to take a break off everything. Because I wanna show you that I care, I concern & I still love. Because I need the fucking comp to do whatever I need to do so that if I don't get promoted up to Sec5, I can put all work into the damn portfolio & probably study in La Salle or Nanyang Fine Arts. You think it's easy, it's so fucking easy. So what kinda comment I get from you all the time. You tell me this is motivation, I don't think so. You always demote me, always, like a habit of doing it everyday. Like if you don't do that, you'll die tonight. I can't do what I like to my life because you take fucking control over it. What kinda hairstyle I want, what colour I wanna dye my hair to, what time do I fucking sleep, who do I fucking hang out with. Whoever I bring home, you don't like. You detest my friends, you dislike them. You never liked them, never. In my sixteen years of living, you liked friends whom I don't hang out with, whom I dislike. You discriminate lesbians right in front of me when you fucking know I am one. I hate how fucking biased you can get.

Aiya I don't wanna continue already. Cb

Pictures as promised :)

I like this!

My new book :)

Zouk that night

Aw birthday girl!
That's what I gave Bestfriend (:

Vivo's washroom.

Ah fivesome (:

I need to fucking fetch Zel after she finished her exams tmr. Ugh pfft. Nevermind the anger will go off later. then I'll meet Bestfriend, Sass & Yj later in the afternoon! Yay something to look forward to. I'm gonna go dye my hair @ Yj's place. Bestfriend bought the dye for me tday. Light blonde, whoohoo :) Happyhappy. then on tuesday! Meeting Sass again to go Fantasy :) :) :) Yay damn happy, so damn excited. Gonna drink& sing again!

COME JOIN US(:
Date: 29 Oct 06, today!
Time: 6.30pm to 11pm
Venue: Paya Lebar Kovan CC :)
Let me know if you're coming okay!

I doubt I'll be going for the party already. Not feeling too good.

Omg NatLim1!!! >:(( ):): !#$&%# ______ looks like ______! I just saw it through that whoever's blog. I'll tell you online. Shhhhh happy sleeping you pig.

I'll go blog somewhere else, hur.

What a sweet discovery./
<3.

Maybe I need fantasies, a life of chasing butterfly

2006-10-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

Caroline; Haha yesyes thanks dearie (:
Chesna; Hellohello!
Stargirl; Haha mm not a child, definitely!
Laura; Haha I'm damn scared if it drops okay :/
Brenda; HELLOOOOOOO back to you (:
Josh; So what do you expect me to say? (:
Mary; Haha yay you'd come? Yay it's the thought that matters ok Mary dear (:
Michelle; Ahaha thanks, I really love it too. It's a dress darling. And it's from Forever 21 @ VivoCity. I don't see it in Wisma though (: Mm just a question, do I know you? (:
Jasmine; Oh come join the fun if you have the time, bring your friends too okay! :D Help me spread the word! Though it's a little late :/
Anon; Mm I do not take O's this year, I took my N's already :) Do I know you?

Thanks for commenting (:
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I'll write you a letter that you'll keep
Reminding you your love for me is more than six feet deep
You say aloud that you would have been my wife

Hellohello, I have't blogged since Friday right? Yes, that's right. So I'll start with Friday :)

Friday
Firstly, Sweet sixteen Bestfriend :)
You know I love you! :D
I hope you enjoyed the day yeh!
See you tmr sexy :]

Woke up @ 10am. Zel was sick, so mom asked me to bring her to the doctor's. Told office, I'd be there late but they told me if I'm coming like really late in the afternoon, don't bother coming down. So yay, bought her to polyclinic & went home. Stayed 'til around 2pm & went to meet Qiaos! Took a train down to Vivo :) Best Denki & got her iPod! :D Silver one, 2G cost about.. $248 :) Worth it, I feel. I'm so gonna get the red one. I'm trying to sort out my money first. If not there wouldn't be enough for the rest of the holidays :/

So we went walking around. Giant! Bought Bf a balloon & mineral water for both of us. Haha bumped into Dale! :D Haha miss that retard (: Found a black dress in Topshop but they don't have the size that I want there so they reserved a piece for me @ Marina Sq. (: Wanted to tell _ that I came by & leaving now but couldn't find her. Asked a friend to pass the message. By the time I got downstairs, she rang. Sounded like she was gonna cry, we went up to look for her. Sat around at the playground until she told us to leave (:

Went down to Marina Sq. Tried on the dress, got necklace & Bf chose two tops. Two tops for her birthday gift! :D She went to meet Idon'tlikeyou & I went home. My legs were so painful, & I had to stand all the way from Dhoby Ghaut to Sengkang. Freak :/ Got home, showered, watched teevee, on the phone, texted & finally slept @ 2am (:

Todaytodaytoday
Woke up @ 10am! Rushed & stuff 'cos Qiaos was coming. By the time I finished showering, she's in the study already :D Haha so I helped her with the iPod. Wasted the whole morning then I finally decide that I should call Apple & ask for help :/ Sorry Qiaos! Now the iPod is done, you can come & collect it anytime yes? :) Took a cab down to Park Mall. Met Pam & we went to Frontier together. I finally got my hair cut :) Super happy but I doubt I look good in it :/ It's something like what I wanted but.. Ohwells :) Let's not bother with what others say uh. Calvin's damn funny, as usual. So after I finished with my hair, we walked down to Taka, then to Wisma, then to Paragon. Looking for Pam's dress! Haha she's darn stressed up right now 'cos everyone got whatever they need for the wedding & she hadn't. Okay after that, we went to CK Tangs. Settled down @ Island Cafe :) Talked a lot though! Really nice (: So we walked around & went to City Hall. Raffles City first, Pam tried on a few outfits but didn't like it. We went over to City Hall & dined @ NewYork :) Walked around @ Suntec. LEft the place @ 830pm, decided to head home. Cabbed to Pam's place then mine. (:

It's 1129pm right now & I'm really tired so I'll go watch some teevee & wait for _ to call (: Pictures another time when I'm not so tired & lazy. (:

COME JOIN US(:
Date: 29 Oct 06, this coming Sunday!
Time: 6.30pm to 11pm
Venue: Paya Lebar Kovan CC :)
Let me know if you're coming okay!

Omg please have the time, please come. I don't wanna die in the tunnel ): Just do me frikkin' favour & I will love you. ): ): ):

I'm falling but I'm trying to pick myself up.
No no no, waaaaay no, that's it.

Like razors they cut through her heart./
<3.

My heart beat to the sound of your voice

2006-10-26T22:16:00.000+08:00

Meiyang; Hey you :)
Puayleng; Haha thanks dearie (: Your tone makes me wanna feel happy too!
Phyllis; I'm glad I met you Phyllis, that's all I can say, whatever we have shared :) Start life anew darling, I know you'd do so much better without people like them. Such things make Phyllis a stronger girl, didn't it? (: Just take it as a lesson okay dear? You know I'm always here. Haha put a status or something luh, next time when you're away! If not I'd think that you don't feel like talking or something :/ Hahah I love you laaaaaaa Phyllis! Hahah Yay we'll talk over coffee after Grace finishes her O's okay! -hugggggs!
Graceyeoh; I'm glad we talked it out last night & let everything out. Though it feels uncomfy, still, over that youknowwho but I'm glad, really Gladhappyoverjoyed :) She won't lose us, for sure. I can guranteee that. Yknow I feel like we're really meant to be friends & all, I don't know why but I just feel so. And Grace, I'm so happy that we can talk things out like that & not feel awkward or whatever :D Regarding my long hiatus issue.. You sure you won't log online, you sure!? Online is such an addictive thing to do, yknow! Daily newspaper, you very cute leh. Hahah I'm no newsbroad caster! Hahah I hope I got that right uh. Youknowwho is not thankful at all, I can see. She didn't even reply your comment!
Xinyi; Yozzzzz :) Haha anytime man! See you!
Akina; Haha I'm planning to go on hiatus but mm I'll see how's the response. If a lot people ask me not to, then perhaps I'll continue blogging :) THE IPOD SO PRETTY RIGHT! Aiya but the engraving not nice ):

Thanks for commenting!
(:

And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it.
I don't know why the italics colour only work in the laptop & not the comp. :/ Ugh, nevermind. I'll see how it works later when I publish this post. I'm gonna do quizzes again. I see the joy in doing it now. Haha the love for quizzes is backkkkkk in action!

From Grace's blogdrive!
1. My ex is still...
in my heart & will always be
:D

2. I am listening to...
Half Alive By Secondhand Serenade

3. Maybe I should...
change song. :/

4. I love...
You to all the way to the moon & back
:)

5. My best friend...
is officially 16 in another 6 hours time (:

6. I don't understand...
Why we’re apart right now when you’re suppose to be right here.

7. I lost...
you to another her.

8. People say....
I express myself very well.

9. The meaning of my screen name is....
My name.

10. Love is...
a game, with players of you & I.

11. Somewhere, someone is..
thinking of me. –ponders :)

12. I will always...
hold on to what I want.

13. Forever seems...
Genuine but it’s non-existence.

14. I never ever want to...
lose you again.

15. My cell phone is...
Just next to me, on the table.

16. When I woke up this morning...
you were the first thing that came into my mind.

17. I get annoyed...
when Zel irritates me to the max

18. Parties are...
Fun, depending on the crowd & place.

19. My pet(s) are...
All in heaven :)

20. Kisses are the best when...
it’s your lips that are on mine.

21. Today I am...
Drowsy, moody & missing you.

22. Tomorrow I will...
Work again, & meet Bf to celebrate her birthday

23. I really want...
To be with you :)
*****

1.Ever been given a ring?
** Yeh

2. Longest relationship?
** Half a year

3. Last gift you received?
** A skort.

4. How many times have you dropped your cell?
** None! :D

5. Last sport you played?
** If you consider walking is one.

6. Things you spend a lot of money on?
** Cab fares, accessories

7. Thing you ate last?
** Dinner.

8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
** Hair, eyes, smile.

9. One favorite song?
** Cherish This Love

10. Where do you live?
** Sengkang (:

11. Last relationship?
** Mm.. was with someone who brought me a lot of sunshine :(

12. Cell phone service provider?
** Singtel

13. Favorite mall store?
** VIVO :D Hahaha.

14. Longest job held?
** Secretary.

15. Do you own a pair of dice?
** Definitely.

16. Do you prank call people?
** Used to.

17. Last person who text messaged you?
** Pam.

18. First FRIEND you'd call if you won a lottery?
** Best friend.

19. Last time you attended church?
** Oh long time ago.

20. Favorite fast food restaurant?
** Mm Mac’s, I think.

21. Last incoming call?
** Pam.

22. Last time you got drunk?
** 23rd Oct.

23. Where's your favorite place to eat with friends?
** Anywhere. It’s the company that matters :)

24. Can you cook?
** Mm yes if you consider cooking instant noodle “CAN COOK”

25. What car do you drive?
** I wish!

26. Last time u cried?
** Last night ):

27. Most hated food?
** Anything to do with herbal.

28. Thing you like most about yourself?
** My constant smiling habit.

29. Things you hate most about yourself?
** Everything.

30. Last time you had an argument?
** Mm yesterday.

31. Favorite Movie?
** Don't know.

32. Name all the races of the people that you've
been with?
** Chinese.

33. Last movie rented?
** Can’t remember.

34. Favorite alcoholic drinks?
** No preference.

35. Favorite perfume?
** None actually.

36. What are you thinking at the moment?
** I want to.. drink something.
-----

All of the below is from Friendster's bulletin!
01) What is ur phone type?
> N6233

02) What's the last 3 digits of your mobile no.?
> 278

03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
> I love you darling. Goodnight. Muackz.
(OOMAIGAWD)

04) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M in ur phonebook?
> Mae.

05) Who's the last person you rang?
> _ :)

06) Who was your last missed call from?
> Pam

07) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
> Dale.

08) What does the last message in your inbox say?
>hey girl,happy birthday! Sorry was studying so text you only now. Enjoy your day:)

09) Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J?
> Janet!

10) Go to your Sent Items. what does the 5th msg say?
> Okay shut up & go to sleep.

11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
>Sarahchan.

12) What your network provider?
> Singtel.

13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
> 46 + 25 in SIM = 71 :)

14) What do you have as your wallpaper?
> Polka dots!

15) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?
> Rachael.

16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
> No speed dial.

17) If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do
> UH?

18) Who's the first person who comes up under C?:
> CelesteChen

19) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
> Full.

20) What do you have as your main ringtone?
> Déjà vu :)
*****

I'm doing so much quizzes at one shot & now I'm feeling so tired. :/ Haha. Gosh I am seriously tired. I'll go sleep for awhile & finish my Goong. Last two disccc (: And I got no idea why people like to spell my name as Gylnis. :/ it's GLYNIS, get that into your head for goodness' sake, thank you very much.

COME JOIN US(:
Date: 29 Oct 06, this coming Sunday!
Time: 6.30pm to 11pm
Venue: Paya Lebar Kovan CC :)
Let me know if you're coming okay!

Okay Jon organised this party & I bet this poster is designed by Fenzie(Shu Fen). Haha! Hoho I'll be going though :) I can get the tickets for you yeh. Mm I plan to join Fenzie in YEC! Keep myself occupied. And I've got Jon & Fenzie so I wouldn't be alone there. :) Jon kept scaring me. He say if I can't birng 10 people to the party, he'll push me into the tunnel or something. Gosh! I will cryyyy, scream at the top of my voice.

Allrighty, goodnight world.

Until death do us part, we'll be together./
<3.

Work again :)

2006-10-26T14:54:00.000+08:00

Yozzzzz :)
Quiz! :D
I'm bored luh. Ripped that from Grace anyway :)

1. Where do you hang your towel to dry after showering?
/Hang back to where it's supposed to be :)Imma good girl unlike Grace, hur!

2. What kind of mouse pad do you have?
/I'm using the laptop now, no need mouse pad. Home's comp also, no mouse pad needed :)

3. Do you brush your hair with a comb or a brush?
/Usually a comb.

4. From your opinion, who do you think is the hottest celeberity?
/Tyra Banks, how 'bout that?

5. You got a project due tomorrow, do you use tape or glue?
/None. Ask one of the members t skip school, & go back t school the bext day & say "Cher, the project is with her & she's not in school, next week ok? Thanks ah"

6. Chicken or pork?
/I'm okay with both. Actually I can't taste the differences :/

7. By the time you get to school/work, is the sky still dark?
/Yes defo.

8. If you had a choice to see a unicorn or mermaid which would it be?
/Mermaid. I want to touch her! Okay sounds wrong but.. really!

9. What was in your bag the last time you went out?
/My new book, iPod, inhaler, Cash+cards, phone, sweets & camera :)

10. What time does the sun usually set?
/I'm usually in the house, so I can't see much :/ Plus the bloody haze?!

11. What do you think of last before you go to sleep?
/Dreamofhertonightpleaseletmedreamofmyangeltonightjusttonight
Letmedreamofsomethingbeautifultonight:D

12. AC or fan?
/Aircon!

13. Do you wear braces?
/I wanna wear braces :D

14. Can you hand stand?
/I'll break my arms

15. If you were the opposite sex, how would you style your hair?
/The way I want my boyfriend to style :)

16. What level math are you in?
/Erm EMaths?

17. Jessica Simpson or Alba?
/JESSICA ALBAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

18. Which subject is worst, English or Math?
/I do better in Maths than in English. But I love both the same.

19. What's one thing you really want to do this very moment?
/Go home ):

20. After buying something, do you automatically throw it away?
/Er NO!? Maybe when I'm damn pissed.

21. CD player or iPod?
/ iPod iPod iPod!

22. Would you rather spin upside down goin 30 miles or drop 400 ft. into water?
/Omg, have mercy. I want none!

24. What you got planned for the weekend?
/Appointment with Kelvin, my gorgz hairstylist. I don't know what's for sunday.

25. Have you ever gone ice skating?
/Nah but Korea trip! :D soon soon!

26. If you were put in a room with nothing except for a pencil and paper what would you do?
/Sketch what the faulty camera in my mind shows.Most probably I'd sketch ABC or write a letter to her :)

27. Is it always easy finding your remote everytime you want to watch TV?
/Well it depends who watched it before that. If it's my sister, you can forget about finding the remote. Unless the maid puts it back to where it's suppore to be.

28. How was your day?
/I'm at work, using the laptop :D Lovely day though badnews came in :/

29. Do you grow your nails, bite or cut them?
/Grow, then I'll cut it squarish :D LOVE IT

30. Describe your handwritting:
/Depends on my mood. HAHAHAH

31. Do you consider yourself a stalker?
/Perhaps!

32. Do you bruise easily?
/ Nope, but my heart, defo.

33. There's nothing on TV except Barney and Japanese news what do you do?
/BARNEY BARNEY BARNEY THE PURPLE DINOSAUR! :D

34. Do you know more than 3 friendster codes?
/Uh no

35. You got an essay due, you either can type or write in pen, which will it be?
/Type! Easier.

36. Do you wear jeans to relax at home?
/Uh no

37. Describe yourself using one word:
/Fatshortlazy

38. Do you think bestfriends make the best lovers?
/Somehow :)

39. Do you like ice in your drink?
/Yes!

40. Do you have abs?
/I want!

What is the best nickname that u ever had?
- Glyn :) Or with an S at the back would be fine too.

Do you think suicide is the best way?
- Used to.

Rate your social life from scale 1 to 10?
- How 'bout 10? Ok no la, I get shy sometimes so maybe 7-8?

Are you in love with someone at the moment?
- Uh huh, definitely & that person have got no idea how crazy I am over her.

Are you missing someone at the moment?
- Yessssssssssssssssssssssssss, but I don't wanna see her. :/

Would you die for the one you love?
- Remember I say, "I'd do anything to save you, even if it sends me to heaven." :)

Do you think love hurts?
- If it doesn't hurt then it isn't love anymore

Whats the best thing about love?
- Knowing that with you, there's nothing to be afraid of. I know you'd be right beside me, no matter what happens. Your xoxo keeps me secrued in your arms :)

Whats the worst thing about love?
- THIRD PARTY )))))))))))))))))):
When the other party doesn't have faith
When the other party's looking for fun & not long-term r/s

Will you wait for someone you love?
- One last time I'm doing it.

What song that best describes your love life at the moment?
- Crawling back to you by Backstreet Boys

Do you wanna get married?
- Yes!

Have you talked to the person you love in the last 24 hours?
- ): NO!(Actually yes.. but she isn't the one I really love as a lover kinda thing)

Do you keep memories or try to forget them?
- They are kept in the treasure box. :)

Is love always on your side or the opposite way?
- I guess it has always been on my side :)

Do you have a gay/lesbian/bisexual friend?
- Yes to all

Are you sick of love?
- Not for the one I love

Are you sick of questions on love?
- Well depends

What are you going to do today/tomorrow?
- After work, go home finish up Bf's present, online, finish my Goong!! :D Talk on the phone & sleep. Tmr work, meet Bf! Then I don't know where we are going. :/

What do u want so badly right now?
- Sleep. Yes I need sleep cash & time & love.

Do you think money is everything?
- Nopeeeeeeeeee. If only money can bring you back.. :/

Whats the song that u last downloaded?
- Long time ago okay! I heard there's people who got caught already :/ Damn scared!

How much do you love music?
- No music = no life. I hate it whenever the iPod battery bar goes red. UGH!

Do you play an instrument?
- Not just one, let's see how many I know uh.. Piano, Marinbar, Pianica, Harmonica, Recorder(Haha), Angklung, Glock! & that's 7!

Have you writen your own song?
- Yeh many times.

What movie did you last watch?
- How uh-bout Little Man?

Do you believe in love forever?
- Somehow, no.

What is in your mind rite now?
- I wanna sleep, I wanna go home & finish my Goong.

What song is in your mind rite now?
- The song last played on Radioblogclub, which is When There Was Me & You. :)
******

The passion for blogging seems to be dying off ): I don't know, I just feel like it's going away. I guess it's because I don't have much to blog about, to entertain my readers anymore. I thought of going on a long hiatus but that'd make me lose readers & I don't want that to happen. I'll see how. :/ Unless people change my mind luh.

I;m really tired though I slept earlier last night. I slept @ 230 am instead of 3/4am. _ isn't feeling well, so we hung up early. She wants me to finish up my medicines before she hangs up(We kept arguing over it 'cos I don't wanna eat the antibotics, heh damn bitter la!) so I got a little drowsy & went to bed. I planned to finish up the last two disc of Goong but ugh, the medicine :/

Actually I had a lot of my mind before I fell asleep. I was wondering whether what I'm doing now is right & is that what I really want.

Like for example..
(The damn oldoldold situation thing that usually people would ask)
1. Let's say if ABC & XYZ open up their arms for me, which would you go for?
Ans: Mm.. ABC. :/
2. K then what if they both hold your hands?
If it's ABC, I would..
Ans: Heehee don't let go lor.. :)
If it's XYZ, I would..
Ans: Mm shake it off & run away, change subject.

Glynistan, isn't this obvious you're not doing the right thing?!

Okay I really don't know. I should follow my heart, yeh I know but my head ruling over my heart so.. My head has the best for me but that's not what I want. My heart has what I want but not the best for me. Shit maaaaaan. ))))): I really don't know what I should do.

But one thing for sure, regarding that youknowwhat issue, I'm going for it still. I'm in the midst of the letter & planning already so yeh :) I just need help on delivery & the present! Gosh shall talk to Qiaos about it tmr.

Oh it's Qiaos' birthday tmr, so everyone please remember to wish my bf okay :)

Okay I'll go do something else now. I'll probably blog again later if there's time & mood for more blogging :) Heh. With pictures, defo if I'm on in the lazy mood. Heh

Toodles sexys :)

A taste of pleasure, would it hurt to ask for more

2006-10-25T21:16:00.000+08:00

Stargirl; We love the fugly idiot, don't we? (:
Jyi; In your board! :D
Mary; Hi back to your Mary! :D
Rena; Thanks a lot darling, you make me feel a lot better about that youknowwhat issue :)
Jo; No problem honey :)
April; They didn't let me in either. Hahha :) Yes shopping, I want.
JoveneL; Yes me too! :D Let's do some shopping soon okay!

Thanks for commenting.
(:

Buy me this & I will love you, forever & ever. Amen!
It's US$199, which makes it SG$398 :)
Then I'll engrave my name at the back, with the Scriptina font!
Ah so nice! Aiyaaaaa as long as it's in a cursive font, I'll be happy enough :)

Are you sorry we drifted apart
Does your memory stray to a bright sunny day
When I kissed you and called you sweetheart
Do the chairs in your parlor seem empty and bare
Do you gaze at your doorstep and picture me there
I played the above song on Piano today! :D
Last lesson today by the way :) I'd miss the teacher, no matter how annoying she was. Heh.

I need your lovin' face
I need your sweet embrace
`Cause you are my only medicine
Kwai texted me tday.
Rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Qiaos & I haven't been been feeling too good. :/ I don't know why either. Neither does she. Work, home, teevee, sleep. the same old routine everyday. I haven't been feeling good ever since that day. I don't want it to affect me but it is, still. I wonder whether the both of us are on the right path. Maybe you are but I guess I am not.

CYNTHIAAAAAAA!
Where are you? ):

Ailin & I did something really sinful & naughty tday. No dirty things, but acks, really sinful. Haha right Ailin? We had fun. :)

I keep seeing you around,
Somewhere in my head,
No matter where I go.

I remember..
The movie date, how comfy the cuddles were
The daily night calls, the way you put me to sleep
The hugs, they sent me to heaven
The kisses, how I was shy with you :)
You're still a part of me, you'll always be.

I'm gonna help my parents with their phones, then I'll go watch some teevee. There's work again tmr. :/ Rahhh. Toodles!

(Edited)
I am so mutherfocking pissed. I could feel the anger burning within me.
1. Phyllis' friend & her doings.
2. Her & her doings.

Someone please shoot me in the head now.
Prunella Ong, send someone to kill these people now!
Caroline Lim, send someone to ruin their faces now!
(Edited)

Will I be mending another ending once again?
<3.

At work, baby, at work ):

2006-10-25T13:21:00.000+08:00

Yo I'm at the office using the laptop :)

Went to Aunt's place yesterday, after I finished blogging. Took a cab there :D haha I was already late luh, so no choice, took a cab. Heh did nothing much there luh. Watched teevee, played with Jermaine! She's damn cute luh. I wanted to carry her but she keep pointing to her dinner & say "I'm eating leh!" Hahah. Went home around 9pm (:

Got home, showered & off to the comp. Didn't blog 'cos the mood isn't there luh ): Talked on the phone for awhile 'til around 3am with _ :)

I was up at 9am, lazed in bed 'til 945 then finally got outta bed. Heh showered & all, watched cable 'til I forget it's time to go. I went to the piano school & it was closed so I left @ 11pm, stayed at the platform 'til around 1115am then took the train. Texted, listened to my iPod on the way there :) I dread work somehow :/ Got to the office, then bought lunch. Ate & all, read the magazines! Now I'm using the laptop :D

Check out Smashing Pumpkins, they have a song after my name! It's talking about this girl who is also named Glynis. Here's the web if you're curious, click here!

I've got piano again later ): Ugh but that's an excuse for me to leave office earlier :) Mm I'm using Radioblogclub to listen to songs in here. Can't on too loud either, hoho. :/ Hady's You Gave Me Wings' playing now :D I'm browsing through Frinedster.

Actually I like the typing sound of the laptop. Haha. Oh & I like the smell of cigarettes on my shirt after that night@ Zouk. I don't know why. And I don't like smoking, nor smokers. I don't know why I liked that smell. Even _ don't like that smell. Hm.. One new message, a testimonial & a new friend request on Friendster, hmm. I'm bored & that was ever so random. :/ I'll update again later when I get home. Update properly, yes. Maybe with pictures in my phone. Hopefully I'm not lazy to take out the USB, copy the pictures into the com, & upload it into Photobucket. Ugh.

K gonna leave the office after I publish this, after I switch off the laptop.
Toodles!

I love you :)
Thanks for makign me happy!

I couldn't fake it, you've found my replacement

2006-10-24T15:58:00.000+08:00

Graceyeoh; Glad that it did.
Lze; My friend sent it to me though :) You can try searching it on Google. Just type in desolate? (: Hope that helps.
Ctee; Haha you make me laugh like some fool la! :D
Sinyee; Hey hello back to you!
Shihui; Mm I don't know. I prefer the other.
Yifang; Oh I thought you copied it from somewhere or something :) Sorry!
Kwai; I know, adorable like ma :D Ee why not you get me what I want. I want this, & that, & these too.. ANDAND those! Plus that too! Ah & this! I guess that's all.. NO & one more, this! Ahhhh good. Shut up la okay Kwai :/
Jo; Haha yeh sure :)

Thanks for commenting
(:

You're the only thing that I love
It scares me more every day
On my knees I think clearer

Last night was fun :)
Mm went for dinner @ Aunt's place. After dinner, uncle bought the kids & I to Popular. Bought Making Up My Mind :) I finished Wish Upon A Star on Saturday, while on the train & I fucking cried. :/ Let me know if you want it, I can lend it to yez :) Got home, sat around & talked. Left the house @ 10pm. Met the rest @ Zouk. Yeh la Kwai, I didn't get in. Which means I still look young & I thought it was good :) We sat around @ outside Phuture. Sam bought her pregnant friends, Alex was there, Allan & Val, Roland & his pretty Malay wife & Karen(Val's cousin, who's a bung). Oh & this guy, who's Val's nephew I forgot his name. Val kept apologising to me, haha. So we sat around & drunk quite a bit. Was a little drunk but I knew what I am doing. I can still message, & know who I am messaging. Not like some people say the wrong things to the wrong person(HAHAHAHAHA). I told Val everything that I wanted to tell her. Gosh thank God, she didn't said anything. She said she's happy for me :) Yayness. I love her la. I wanna go Combodia with her, with the children's home but I'll be going Korea ): Sat around 'til around 1plus, went for supper :) They are really funny people. I was quiet the whole time & Alex keep saying me gin na! Hahah damn funny luh. Roland was dead drunk. Went home around 245, got home around 3am. Washed up, messaged & slept @ 4am!

Phew, woke up @ 3pm today :D Heh had breakfast cum lunch & off to the com! I'm fucking excited about the wedding, yes I am. I can't wait to put on my dress. I need to shop for another dress though. Ugh ): Next week, I must get it by next week.

Anyone wanna go shopping with me? :)

I love you Stargirl, for standing by my side
Fugly fugly fugly
:)

Korkor
Thanks for the songs, it's still sending.
You know you have me when no one is around yeh?
:)
LuBbE eUuX.

Okay I am going off now.
Short entry but I'll update again later if I have the time.
With pictures, definitely :)

Our lips needed no words, kisses told you everything./
<3.

I see a sense of wonder deep inside your eyes

2006-10-23T14:12:00.000+08:00

Rena; Hey babes, I saw your new skin. Really lovely :) I'm talking to you online!
Akiko; Hahah yeh I am fair. Mm everyone says so :)
Graceyeoh; You wouldn't know.
Jo; Mm some are quotes from songs, some are my creations! Haha (:
Ctee; Sh what love of my life!! YOU'RE DEAD. I'll talk to you online (HAHA).
Prunella; Yeh like right now I'm online & you're not ):
Spy-der-man; This, this, that, that & those. Nah give you :) Hahaha! Oh Kwai, when you go to Bugis street right, do look up at the bus stop. The advertisement above :) I see a lot of Kwai there, wahhhh :D
Camelia; You came to my blog just to tell me you're fat. Haha you very cute leh! :D
Chesna; Yay thanks girl, the bag is fine (:
Laura; Haha I will soon :)
Shuhui; I don't like! Okay now he's getting better & the other guy's getting worse. Gosh but I still love him. :D

Thanks for commenting
(:

You have my attention
Like you've had all the while
Since that first day when you made my heart smile
With loving eyes and tired sighs that flow
Yesterday was fun, really.
Went over to Aunt's place in the morning. Talked, ate & stuff, stayed there 'til around 1plus & went over to Val's place. Hoho I tell you, her dress is really gorgeous. Tube dress, hot pink. Plus her hair. Damn nice! We took photos & all, I'll tryna get it from Auntie Alex :) I told Val about what happened that day with ABC & she was utterly shocked. Ha, don't worry Val, I'm trying not to give a shit :) Heh & we planned to go clubbing tonight! MOS or Zouk :) Yay!

Went back to Aunt's place. A pity Val couldn't come ): Used the laptop, played with Photoshop. Didn't do much luh. Pam keep asking Allan to give us money for the dress. Haha! Damn funny luh. He gave us both 100 bucks each. Oh & he gave me 20 bucks 'cos I helped me earlier on to bring stuff over to Val's place. Aunt gave me a 50! :D Heh. Gonna use this money to buy another dress! Mmm dinner @ uncle's fav restuarant :) Funfunfun. Cousins, nieces & nephew, we all sat tgr :) Damn fun, honest! Heh. Pearlyn was singing English birthday song, Chinese birthday song, followed by Malay & Allan(He's Pearlyn's dad) went "Okay now Tamil song" & Pearlyn was like "Neh neh neh neh nehneh.." in that birthday song tune. Haha! Damn cute :) She can say the national pledge in Chinese! Power.

Reached home around 10pm. Watched tv, watched Goong! :D _ called & we talked 'til 4am :)

Woke up @ 9am. Got to the doctor's, & hoho, my asthma's condition worsen everytime I go to the doctor's. Used that thingy again. Ahh I keep forgetting the name, grr. Went to Aunt's salon & mom washed her hair while I wait. Daddy came to fetch us, went for lunch. Dad drove me home & they went part-toring :) Looking around for mummy's dress.

I like the fact that you like me singing your favourite song to you no matter how awful(I think) it sounds. I like the fact that you'd record while I'm singing or laughing(I don't know why you like me to laugh, you do like me to sound.. happy ay?), or I'm talking to you so that you can listen to it whenever you want to. I like the fact that you make me laugh like so *snap fingers* easily.

And I'm ~~so glad~~, we're both letting go..

I don't care, I just need ten more minutes with you

Yeh you know..
Sometimes I wish you were her.
And I need her more than I need you.
):

At Vivocity that day

Webcam with Fang :)

I miss lying in your arms, like this..

Pamo's birthday

Omg I love the clock! 239bucks ):

I'm so tired.
I shall go catch some sleep :)
Clubbing tonight, whoohoo!
Toodles!

My secret is fatally gorgeous./
<3.

So we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss

2006-10-21T09:57:00.000+08:00

Lze; Desolate.
Shihui; Don't like the price laaaaa ):
April; Haha Haloscan's a lot better luh. If not you can try Cbox or tagboard yeh :) Mm yeh I do watch Princess Hours! It's ultra nice, cannot miss. Hahah :)
Mary; Parents will always be parents. Haha, I'll relink you soon! :D
Pru; Come online quick ):
Graceyeoh; (:
Anon; Mm Fareast. You can get it at Bugis Street too :)
Alethia; Yesyes :)
Lina; Will. :)

Thanks for commenting
(:

So if I call will you be there?
I miss the nights we used to share
Hi.
I'm drained& weak, inside out.
My heart is heavy. There's a lot I wanna say but I can't possibly say it in here. :/ 'Cos so&so reads so I think I should just shut up, keep within myself. I'm so wrecked. I want to cry, I want you to be there.

My mood's damn anti-climax to this entry so I shan't be so emo :)
Remember I said Qiaos had a surprise for me yesterday? So yeh, I went to shower, got ready & called her. She asked me to go down to Dhoby Ghaut. Got there, called her again & she say take train down to City Hall. Okay I did & I saw her luh.

Q "Come glyn, turn to your 11 o'clock"
G "11.. Mm this is 12 & so 11 is to my left.. "(looks up)"Oh my god, fuck. How come she's here!?"
Q "She wants to meet you!"

Guess who. No prize, but guess who.
It's.. (drum rolls) Xavier Lin that nehneh & her friend with a very unique name & I forgot. :/ Haha it's Gerryl or something. Acks, whatever it is! Yeh it was her. You're shocked, I know, so I am. I haven't recover from the shock yet, for your info. So we went off to Marina Sq. Down to Giant supermarket! Haha. Bought stuff, walked to the train station, Xav's friend went off & the three of us went to HarbourFront. Xav was meeting her friend so she sent us to Harbourfront & she went off :)

Went to look for Trish, Xw, Yj & Serene. Sat outside, waited & all. They are really crappy, honest. Yj went over to Suntec to meet Sass @ 3pm, Trish & Xw went to smoke, Serene went shopping(HAHA), leaving Qiaos & I listening to the iPod :) We listened to songs that bring us back to the past & used to bes. Ahaha lovely. Waited, ate @ LJS. Accompanied _ for her break :) Left at around 5pm. Qiaos alighted @ Serangoon to go to work, while I went home. Dad bought us to the doctor's & it's closed. Had dinner @ Chong Pang, & dad's car broke down. Haha called Allan & AA people to come down. Went home around 9pm.

Today. Met Chesna & her boyfriend at Compass. Got my bag back :) Haha thanks dearie for the trouble! Mm sleft home around 12 & took a train down to Wisma. Met Sally & Pam. Went to Taka's LV. Sally got a purse & a handbag. Damn pretty! I like the girl who served us though, very pretty! Heh so after that we went to get bubble teaaaa. Walked around, bought Bobbi Brown's cosmatics. I like their lipsticks & lipgloss. Especially though shimmering ones! :D Went to Paragon next. Bought Raoul shirt for Jason! Dined in Bakerzin :) Thanks Pam! Yumyum. Went to Muji & _ called :) Talked for awhile, until she finishes her break. Sally paid for my stuff, thanks a lot man! Bought three plain jigsaw puzzle & a small sharpener! Went back to Wisma, Sally went to get her dress @ BCBG! I tried on this checkered dress, really lovely. Omg but it's $569 so I didn't buy it :/ Went to topshop, bought my purse. Love it :) Took cab down to McNair, then Dad came to fetch me. Had dinner @ Hougang, bought fishes! :D Home sweet home!

Mainey called just now, & we finally talked for awhile. And shats, I didn't tell her about ABC. Nevermind, another time. She might be calling later :) Maine & I are addicted to downloading fonts. Haha! What an addiction.

I'm feeling a little better I guess. Let's just hope everything goes right tonight.

"I don't bother already"
):
I am hurt but I guess I deserve it & really, you helped me a lot. Thanks :)

I gotta wake up ferikin' early tmr morning! Going over to Val's place :D Yay yay yay. Monday's shopping day with mummy! :D Ah happy.

Toodles!
I'll be back again!

Why can't you see this love that's here for you inside of me?
<3.

But the beauty lies in how you will revive me soon

2006-10-20T12:25:00.000+08:00

Basirah; Hellohello, been toy our blog before. You're so pretty! :D
Lze; Mm why do you want it for anyway? Yeh sure, do link :)
Graceyeoh; Yeh I sure know you've got head on your shoulders, not like I don't know. Mm I won't interfere into your affairs anymore, that would be perfectly good. So you wouldn't have to feel bad :) Love!
Teresa; Hahah thanks! Mm sure! Talk soon :)
Jyi; Haha pretty okay I guess. I hope I'd do well :)
April; Haha it's a office dearie :) Whatever kinda job you get, don't sign contract. AT ALL, yeh?
Caroline; Take care of yourself too dear! :D Haha I will! Love!?
Shirleen; Come online! :D

Thanks for commenting.
(:

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far
It's the end. I'm letting it go. Yes, I am. I'm not gonna go into it again. And, it'd be the last time I tag your blog, I talk to you, I care for you. Why waste my motherfucking time when you, hello!? Do not care. I have wasted my time on you, thinking that this would turn out into something good, something I wanted so bad. Maybe I got it wrong but I hella fucked up now. So let me blah everything okay. BLEAH.

Lovely Friday morning.

Godma just called & gave me a 6 minute & 53 seconds lecture. About jobs, studies, boyfriends. She never quit, she will never. She always does this. She called up to ask how was last night's dinner(Mee Siam & Tau Suan!), 'cos she prepared for us & all. So I gave her my very honest comments. And Zel told her I went for interviews & shit. That imp, will get it from me when she come home. Argh!!

Photos!

Why you so cute!

At Qiaos' place.
I went to shower & they snapped, used it as my wallpaper.
This. Is freaky.
It was like 1plus am!
I could have fainted.

At the chalet!

Haha she's the king.

Vivo interview that day :)
With girllfriend & ex-dardar!

Yesterday;'s!

I look like a chinese restuarant waitress ok.

My dress! :D

Cyn & I talked about ABC this morning & I miss ABC. Sorry Cyn, having you to listen to my nonsense all morning. We, not only talked about ABC, talked about friends, how ego & pride always come in the way, going in & out of our lives, how they make a difference in a heartache.

I'm still so pissed. Nevermind, I know I'll be better later. Meeting Qiaos, Trish, Xw & Serene later :) Going down Vivo again! :D

Oh yesterday! I almost forgot. Met Qiaos, went off to Vivo. Mom dont want me to tailor my dress, 'cos she knows I wouldn't wear it again. So yeh. Okay I gotta rush so I'll just cut short. We went Vivo, shopped around. Tried on quite a few dresses. Visited _ :) & off to Bugis. Finally got my dress. Walked around & Qiaos' sister gave birth already! :D Went home around 5plus, got home around 7pm :)

K I'm rushing. Qiaos said she got surprise for me. I'm damn scared now.

K toodles, bye!
P/s: You obviously made me smile this :D wide yesterday :)

I know you're better off without me when I'm gone./
<3.

I'd collapse to the grass, with your notes ringing in my head

2006-10-19T12:03:00.000+08:00

April; Haha thanks girlly :) Yay new reader. Hahah thanks for concerning about my ulcer. Hahah!
Lze; Mm I got it from DeviantArt if I didn't get it wrong & uhhh I don't have the username anymore :X
Nicole; Mm trying to explain yourself in a really harsh & fucked up way yeh. I didn't sound right, yeh perhaps. But that goes the same to you. You sounded as though like you feel that I'm the one who dislike you to the core that I have to tag you, tell you that you're fucking ugly, like I'm the one who went right straight to your face & say I detest you to the max. Thanks for this Nicole, I thought you were a friend & I hope you still are. & I think we should just stop yakking about this, 'cos it's never gonna end.
Cyn; Yay I'm talking to you online now ! Fullerton! :D
Graceyeoh; I pray that he will darl (:There's fire in me now & you sure do know why. I fucking want her to stay away from you.

Thanks for commenting
(:

We are fading, like my old tattoo - a heart & a dagger,
that says 'I love you baby, forever'.
I love the top phrase, got it while bloghopping :)

Ailin & I :)

Got the below quiz from Cyn!

Instructions:
1. Put ur music player on shuffle
2. Press forward for each question
3. Use the song tittle as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. No cheating.

1. How are u feeling today?
Incomplete - Backstreet Boys
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

2.Will u get far in life?
Grow Old With You - Adam Sandler
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

3.How do ur friends see you?
For You I Will - Teddy Geiger
If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room, yeah

4.Will u get married?
One Last Dance - Craig David
Every time I see your face I know
There's a part of me that can't bear to let you go

5.What's ur best friend's theme song?
I'll Be There For You - Bon Jovi
I'll be there for you,
This five words I swear to you

6.What's the story of ur life?
Anytime - Ray J
Nobody needs you like I do
I need all of you baby

7.What was high school like?
Start Of Something New - High School Musical OST
This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

8.How can u get ahead in life?
I Think God Can Explain - Splender
It's alright, I'm okay
I think God can explain

9.What is the best thing abt ur friends?
One Wish - Ray J
If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin

10.What's in store for this weekend?
No Promises - Shayne Ward
I don’t wanna run away,
Baby you’re the one I need tonight

11.What song describes you?
You've Made Me Stronger - Rachel V
You taught me everything
From falling in love
To letting go of a lie
Yes, you’ve made me stronger
Baby, by saying goodbye

12.To describe ur grandparents?
With You All The Time - Gareth Gates
Say a little prayer for the restless heart
We shall never ever drift apart
Know that I'm with you
Know that I'm with you
With you all the time

13.What song will they play at your funeral?
Say Goodbye - SClub7
Sometimes goodbye though
It hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though
It hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

14.How does the world see you?
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

15.Will you have a happy life?
Amazed - Lonestar
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

16.What do ur friends really think of you?
I'll Remember You - No Secrets
I'll remember you,
& baby that's forever true
You're the one that I'll always miss
Never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
No matter what you're goin' through
In my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

17.Do people secretly lust after you?
Lasting Impressions - The Starting Line
You've made a lasting impression
And if it doesn't feel right
Then I just can't go wrong

18.How can I make myself happy?
Lips of an Angel - Hinder
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel

19.What should you do with ur life?
Come Down To Me - Saving Jane
And I wish that I could make you see
This is where you ought to be,
Come down to me.

Will you ever have children?
First - Taufik Batisah
No one will ever be
The angel you are to me
Everything I have,
Points to you

Well, every song means something.
Mmhmm, take the quiz if you want to yeh :)

Talking to Cyn online now! Meeting Qiaos @ 1pm later. My maid didn't wake up us tday & she went off to Godma's place. Ugh I'm gonna go shower after blogging here.

Oh did I mention that I actually found a job? Well yeh, back to Chinatown! :D Heh. Supaaaaa happy. RachHeah, my dearest UN, we can meet up for lunch already! Heh.

Right, Zel's watching High School Musical (again) & talking on the phone with Isabelle (The girl mummy hates). She sure can multi-task like me ay. Oh I tell you why Mummy don't like Isabelle. 'Cos that day mom was using Zel's phone & she received a message, it was from Isabelle. She was teaching Zel how to buy Habbo credit card without my mom permission. Mummy don't allow her to buy 'cos she'll keep playing & won't study. Mom got supaaa pissed, she deleted the message. Mom told Zel that if she ever buy the card without her permission, if she finds a card, she's dead. && she told Zel to keep a distance from Isabelle. Not the first time her friends teaching her nonsense already luh.

Oh yesterday's dinner was at Riverview not River Valley! What the fuck. Hahah. Dinner was shatttt. :/ Don't like the food there, damn ex. Dinner was on Uncle though. 16 of us wanted to squeeze together so yeh. Haha damn cute luh. They were talking abouot Allan's wedding. :/ I wonder why they wanna bother so much about the sitting arrangements, what's more when it's their wedding & not ours. I'd be doing recept! :D && Fullerton gave us one make up room until 9pm! Oh yay this is so happening. Heh. I'm gonna take a lot of photos & put it up here.

K time to showerrrrr :)
Asthma isn't recovering, keep coughing man.

My perfect suicide plan./
<3.

I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head

2006-10-18T15:10:00.000+08:00

Joyce; Yay yes it's Move Along by Rejects (:
Nicole; In your Haloscan.
Lynnette; Welcome (:
Jo; I love you Yeapyyeapyeap Jo Ann! xD
Desiree; Heh yay I shall relink you (:
Kidd; Heh miss you too! Thanks for those messages (:
Michelle; RETARDED RIGHT!? Aiya nevermind la I know the picture of us is in your heart (: Heh!
April; Haha no more GLIN NIS :D Yay I love you too April !

Thanks for commenting
(:

Any minute im not with you
I hope i'll see you soon
There's just something that happens
When you walk into the room
I'm talking to April online :)
We do have a lot in common ay? Hahah keep reading allright!
P/s: I do enjoy talking to you babes. :)

Ah I finished with Shyan's layout & submitted Teresa's custom skin onto Blogskins. Still talking to April & editing photos. :) Oh & I found out that April's another reader of my blog! :] Yay I love nice readers.

And my fucking ulcer hurts like fuck.

On the train, that day :)
Pearlyn gave me that bookmark by the way!

Last Sunday!

My new heels! :D Yay, for the wedding.

Oh this Sunday, they are gonna pass things over to Val's place & I'm tagging along! :D Heh I've never had someone so close to me in relations getting married so I wanna see the whole process :D Heh. Allan say don't go over to Val's place too early, must let her wait then when we reach at the door, they want to sabo him & he'll tell them no time to play, later late. Haha! He's damn crappy.

It feels good to be back home :) Dad was allright with Zel already. But she hadn't learnt her lesson so, I guess that slap wasn't enough for her. I'm not trying to be mean la but she has to learn, really. She hasn't finish her work yet & I bet Daddy doesn't know about it.

Yip Qiao Lin's off tmr :D & I think we're gonna go make my dress! Heh so happy.

Grace & I talked about the past just now :) & the two of us were like spastik eejits smiling in front of the com. You know Grace, I love you & I hope ABCDEFG will come home soon :)

Webcamming with Ailin! Omg that girl's ultra retarded! Hahha. :)
But I love Ailin, we hate ABCDE ABC the frog :)
Right Ailin?
Heh.
Screenshot in Ailin's Xanga. :D

Drew this for Pruuuuu :)

Sexy hot red lips :D

K dinner time! going River Valley Hotel, I think :) Yayness!
OH & I've found a job.
Back to Chinatown! :D

When love & hate collides./
<3.

Even after all my cold desperation, don't you think that you could be mine?

2006-10-17T14:46:00.000+08:00

Hi Maybelle, thanks for commenting. Haha I hope your browser's working ay! :D

Pictures!

There's more in another memory card but I left it in Qiaos' place, in her com's USB area. Haha, ohwells.

Happy birthday Hildaaaaa :)
Lovelovelove.

I'm home, I'm home!
Last night was horrid. I couldn't get to sleep. I was dying to call that six-lettered girl. But ahhh I don't wanna disturb her (: Yj & Sass slept comfortably in Qiaos' room WITHOUT leaving any spaces for Shyan, Qiaos & I. I keep thinking they would but surprise, surprise! When we went in, we saw a pair of chopsticks. -.- No space, really don't have! So we went over to9 sleep in Qiaos' sister room instead. Kept laughing luh, tons of nonsense. Qiaos felt uncomfy 'cos of her nose, so she went over to sleep with her mom. Shyan & I have the wholeeee room to ourselves. Shyan slept & I'm still rolling around until 5am. -.- Fucking tireddddddd. Morning, woke up @ 930am. Go into the room & Sass is awake, thank God. Went off to shower & wash up. After me, Sass. Yj woke up after awhile. Packed our stuff, sat around. I had a haaaard time finding where's the teevee switch & the controller. :/ Dumb. So we watched MTV! Heh left around 10plus going 11am. They took 136 while I took 27. I didn't wanna take 27, really. But that's the fastest way to get home. I miss you.

Had lunch, watched a little of High School Musical 'cos Zel was watching it. Called mom & she was telling me what happened yesterday. Dad actually slapped Zel for answering back. And you know what? I feel that she deserve it. Yes she does. Why? You just hadn't heard the way she argues, they way she tries to make my parents feel guilty about making her study too much & play less this few days. Hello, get this into your head, little miss, it's your fucking SA2 in a weeks' time. And you're still thinking of playing? Nevermind, we'll see. Oh & dad told mom that if Zel doesn't finishes her work when he comes home, all of her work when he comes home, she's dead. She's gonna get caning from Daddy. Last weekend when Mom asked her to do, she took out the worksheets & start talking on the phone & when mom asked if she finished, she said yes. I feel so sorry for mummy sometimes, and somehow this aches me. I hate the way Zel treats her like crap. Mom gave her everything. Mom gave her a lot of attention, too much that I feel it's wasted on someone like Zel who doesn't appreciate. On Zel's birthday, Zel kept chanting that she wants to the High School Musical junior novel. Mom didn't wanna get for her 'cos we have the show in the com, it's showing on tv & dad just cought the vcd for her. But still, mom bought it for her. Mom say because.. Nevermind la, nevermind. Her birthday, let her have it. Goshhhh Zel can you fucking see how much mummy loves you & I am not jealous!? I don't care if mom & dad's attention for me has turned to you, I don't care. I know they still care, I am old enough to know that. Ahhhh now I understand why your friends dislike you Zel, I really do. Sometimes I just feel like screaming it to your face.

Oh & today's mom & dad's 19th anniversary :)
Happy 19th anniversary, Mummy & Daddy!
It's amazing how the two of them can be together after so much they've gone through. Ah this feels good, to know your parents are still together, still loving though argue, quarrel & cold war once in a while. Haha I don't know why I feel discomfort when I see mom & dad holding hands. :/ Not jealousy! But.. ahh I don't know how to say laaaaa.

Oh yes Zel, time to stopppppp bossing me around yes. Look who's the one who's older than you. 6 years older than you little one. Ugh, get this in your headddddd.

Honestly, I miss home while I was out. I miss mummy, taking dinner for me though she knows I won't eat much. I miss daddy & his I am the new PBM joke. I don't miss Zel 'cos she kept video-calling me! Omg, keep making my phone hang. I miss my maid too luh. She so cute la. She got me my favvvv Elmo towel 'cos I kept chanting I wanna birng Elmo along but Qiaos say cannot ): So she got me the towel instead! :D Heh yay!

I'm gonna go accompany mummy (:
K I just got a text from ABCD & yay I think I am the first person she tells it to.
- beamsssss :)

It keeps me listening for your voice around each corner./
<3.